oh... umm.. i got nothing then. Sometimes I pretend I am another person who is cool. That might help. OOOH! AND i pretend girls like me. That one doesn't last very long... its sorta hard to keep up the facade. What'd you miss out on?
Fun. I met someone who was hi-freaking-larious and we got along great and we only were together the last three days before he left. And now my life is boring again. But it was excellent for three days.
i want to re-say that you should post publicly (or publicly enough that I can see it) more often. I enjoy your entries. They are either insightful, brilliantly written, or both... and almost always mysterious.
She's in my ward. The both of us have had long conversations of how her hands bother her. The heartbreaking part is that she will probably lose her job. It's things like this that you can't help but wonder how can life be so cruel. How can somebody so beautiful and kind go through so much pain. I just don't know anymore.
Thank you Dione..that was a really beautiful entry. YOu really nailed it right on the head. Makes you wonder how life can be so disgusting.
It makes me ill. She's one of the most kind, talented, and underappreciated people I've ever met. You're right; life is disgusting. The injustice is so thick it's tangible.
This probably isn't the place, but I have a question. I do not know who she is, but from all that I have read: where do you find God in all of this? The pain, the terrible beauty, the injustice?
I find God in the fact that I do not know everything. I find God in that maybe her retirement will give her more time with one of her children who is severly depressed and needs her help. Or maybe that the pain she feels will give her the understanding to find compassion for an ill friend. Or maybe this pain does nothing but try her faith and bring her closer to God. In my anger, I still understand God's omnipotence and I just have to accept his way. But in things like this I can always see an undeniable connection. Although it seems chaotic at times, there is a reason for everything. God has a plan. That's how I find God.
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Get over it, because at least now you can fix it.
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I met someone who was hi-freaking-larious and we got along great and we only were together the last three days before he left. And now my life is boring again. But it was excellent for three days.
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i want to re-say that you should post publicly (or publicly enough that I can see it) more often. I enjoy your entries. They are either insightful, brilliantly written, or both... and almost always mysterious.
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... not sure how much of a joke that is :-P
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Thank you Dione..that was a really beautiful entry. YOu really nailed it right on the head. Makes you wonder how life can be so disgusting.
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You're right; life is disgusting. The injustice is so thick it's tangible.
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In my anger, I still understand God's omnipotence and I just have to accept his way. But in things like this I can always see an undeniable connection. Although it seems chaotic at times, there is a reason for everything. God has a plan.
That's how I find God.
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