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I...I failed her. I did...disgusting things in the name of that promise I made to her. It wasn't for "revenge" that she let me live while she...sacrificed herself. I see that now but I've done so many horrible things, all in the name of that distorted "promise" my own anger created. Nothing can erase the guilt I have now.
I would ask for her forgiveness but I don't feel that I deserve it...