What is wrong with me?

[chaoticleelee]

I was finally starting to think that everything in my life was going smoothly (for the most part). But now that im sitting and looking back on the past couple of months, im realizing my life isnt going as smoothly as I thought it was. For starters, my drinking every night has put me in debt. I just keep taking money out of my account that isnt

Comments

[nile]

holy shit...$800?

[chaoticleelee]

yeah and thats not including my own money that i have spent.

[nile]

Then I'd say it's a problem.

[chaoticleelee]

who asked you? haha jk

[chaoticleelee]

Drinking is a comfort for me. It always has been. But its weird cause its not like shit is bothering me and im trying to drown my problems. It just makes me happier. So thats why I dont really think its depression. But at the same time I might not even notice that im depressed.

[bluerabbit]

you don't drink every night... and i've been drinking less since i've been hanging out with you (scary huh?) BUT... it is hard to believe the parrot bay collection we've got going...
I'm in the same boat as you
You know i'm here for you

[chaoticleelee]

oh yeah there is that one night every couple of weeks i dont drink. Like when im too sick, too tired, or feel too guilty to spend my money on alcohol. And when im not drinking im usually thinking about drinking or not happy.

Advice:

[manmademan]

If you're not happy unless you're drinking, are in debt (or getting there) *because* of drinking, and end up drinking even when you don't really want to..I'd say you might be at the beginning stages of a drinking problem. Perhaps you should round up everyone else and get some support, or at least some more opinions.

Re: Advice:

[chaoticleelee]

well its not like i wake up in the morning wanting alcohol. Im not that bad, but once night hits all i want to do is drink. And if im not drinking then im bored and unhappy.

Re: Advice:

[manmademan]

Like I said. I don't think you're an alcoholic or anything...yet. But it's a possibility things *could* go that way in the future. Don't take my word for it...like John says, I'm never around. Get some more opinions one on one from people whose advice you value. See what they say, and if they feel the same as I do, work on finding a solution.

Re: Advice:

[chaoticleelee]

thanks for the advice :)

[atomaweapon]

its probably because you spend all your money drinking instead of having sexual intercourse with me. and im not being silly im dead serious. since you dont like it when i make the funny.

[chaoticleelee]

i like when you make your funnies, just not all the time.