so i am pensive ( Read more... )

mystic poems ( Read more... )

and so i would like to note

i am very happy, things could always be better, like, there could be  less than a 7hr car ride between me and the man I am in love with

also, i am very stressed, so yes now my face is covered in spots and i cant sleep, damn research presentations

also, i woke up last night with the biggest head ache known to man, this was ( Read more... )

The most perfect weekend so far

a short list

Baltimore, MD
 National Aquarium
      Puffins! Sharks! and so much more
      rays, also, wonderful, and the whale bones, very interesting.
      also, massive and convincing fake trees that are amazing
       Australia exhibit very nice
 random wanderings downtown 
      really good paella 
      also, i ( Read more... )

sleepy warm thoughts

cuddeling up to sweet dreams

perfect poems that will not pass thur my lips, they lay half blooming like short kisses

nights spent in contemplation

restfull nights

nights spent dreaming of the weight of a fine embrace 

on friday the 13th of July
Sarah Maciejewski passed away

I went to jr.high at NDA with her
she was always nice, honestly, I wouldnt say that about everyone, but sarah was, always nice
she wasn't even 21 yet

I am here in Rochester, and I wont get to say good bye properly

I cannot understand it
it cannot be real, how can it really be?
she feel down some ( Read more... )

awww
I *heart* Cryptic

anyway, on to the post

so BANDS on my gel !!! I danced in the lab
I am not a failure, again!
happy crazy dance

also, i have discoved an internet radio station that is all korn all the time;)

um so also, side note, dont you hate it when you know you planned to do something on a day
you even highlighted it on your calender, and then ( Read more... )

so first and most ( Read more... )

so this morning in a hazy bubble, i recalled a poem I had dreamed ( Read more... )

"Love Song" by KORN

Mother!
You're holding my heart, screaming
Motherfucker!
They left me broken, bleeding
Son of!
The man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch!
Who tried to show me death's door

Everything's eliminated
Everything is dedicated
My belief destroyed my hated?
Never get what's over-rated

Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the broken ( Read more... )