hmm no school today, its mighty good. and that sleeping, it was heaven, well other than the i went to billerica today, got mail from my dads house, then i went and looked at some dresses, (its never too early to start right), and i found out that the one i want is between 3 and 4 hundred dollars, wicked dissappointed. i am not paying that much ( Read more... )

ok tonight i am actually going to one of jamie's shows, kinda freaked about it, you know?
i dont wanna feel out of place, but eh? whatever. wish me a good night, hope to see people i know there
xx meg oo

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

ok scratch that i didn't go to jamies thing tonight, i spent the night with my dad instead it was good.

immobilized by the thought of you ( Read more... )

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that i adore
and love is all that i can give to you
love is more than just a game for two
dooooooo doo dooo doo do doo
take my heart but please dont break it
love was made for me and you

goodness it doesn't feel like it should be christmas. honestly. i want it to feel like christmas. and i have been trying to pinpoint what it is that is worng. but i can't. so i am sitting here on christmas eve pondering why it shouldnt be christmas. i am such a loser... sigh.... i am wicked dissappointed that kev isnt coming to dinner with me ( Read more... )

damn everything still sucks...

i had the weirdest dream last night... IM me if you wanna know about it

" I couldn't ask for anyone better. I love you to no end, and i hope you realize that. You are the best girlfriend I could ever ask for, just seeing the love in your eyes makes everything in my world awesome."

^i wish i could believe that too... damn it

"you really are beautiful...and i love you so much...i wish i could just hold you"

yea i wish i could feel the same way about myself, but no i have to insist on being cruel to myself

damn everthing sucks today...