The past week has been totally and completely tramatic. Parts were awesome, and parts were too horrible to contemplate. But hey thats life right? Justin have dinner with my family earlyer this week, and I'm having dinner with his family tonight. Tomorrow is our one month, and we're still going strong. I love him more than I ever believed possible, ( Read more... )

I've spent the last two nights over at Justin's apartment. Two nights in a row, thats a first. We've had a lot of firsts, each of them special and wonderful. Its scary how much my life has changed, but you know what? I'm glad! I've never been happier, for the first time in my life I'm not worried about messing up, or making people angry, or even ( Read more... )

So yeh, my life has changed drasically, yet again. Its all for the best, however to get where I am I had to do a couple truely stupid things. Like first off. a couple days before New Years I took a bunch of pills, chased with vodka and tried to end my life. Clearly it didn't work, and I'm fine now. However it was a much needed wake up call, and a ( Read more... )

She keeps her Moet et Chandon ( Read more... )

I started school this week. So far I adore my professors and my classes are interesting, lets hope they stay that way. Devon has appeared in my History class, he was in my Dance class last semester. Hes such a sweet guy, I'm glad to see him again. Benji, you were right, good for you ( Read more... )

I watched Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind tonight. I'll admit it, the only reason I wanted to see it at first was because it had Sunshine in the name. Papa named me Sunshine when I was a little girl, he and Sean are the only ones allowed to call me that. My darling Sean, I miss him terribly, but that is another story for another day. Eternal ( Read more... )

Its raining right now. Outside the world smells cold, clean and wet. i sense the wood smoke, a quiet side note in the winter air. Its a beautiful day, the sky is stormy gray, and the world is reborn. Everyone is beautiful and perfect in the rain. There is no such thing as "We have to talk" or "This isn't working out" There are no pills, no fear, no ( Read more... )

Jeez, and I say again, what a day. I had lunch with Jerine and her mom, which was awesome because I haven't seen either of them in quite a while. After that I went job hunting, which went pretty well and I got some good leads. I wrote a letter to Dan which basically said: I love you and you'll make it, which is prolly what he needs to hear right ( Read more... )

Its a new year. Thank the holy goddess. These past couple days have been full of fear, pain, and lonelyness. But starting today, I'm feeling better. I hope you are all feeling better too.
Blessed Be

Once upon a time there was a girl who had many faults who fell in love with a boy who also had many faults. She went on a trip to find the boy and tell him in person exactly how she felt. However the friend who came with her decided it was time to leave. So the girl went home with her friend, instead of sending the friend home alone on a 17 hour ( Read more... )