Embrace.

[chaotix42]

I no longer enjoy life. I've become a little wound up ball of apathy. If there's anything I truly do enjoy lately, it's being alone. And the funny thing is... I hate being alone. But yet it's the only state I want to be in

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Wait a minute!

[maelstrom1313]

Back that truck up to the right side of the pretentiousness turnpike. I want the dark people over here and the moody people over there!!

I'd like to say that I've been in your situation right now, alas young man, I know not what situation you are in. So I can say only this; I'm the only one has the right to be cynical and bitter, god damn you for trying to usurp my mantle of utter bleakness, damn you, damn you all to hell!!

We now return you to your regularly schedualed program.

Apologies...

[chaotix42]

Yeah, I know I sound like a fucking drama queen, but it really is how I feel.

You guys don't see this side of me... I hide it cuz I don't want to disappoint you all... I'm supposed to be happy, cheery, make-everyone-laugh-at-minorities Ben, not black eyeliner, vinyl trench coat, dark poetry-writing Ben.

So I get it all out on my journal, where I don't have to do it to anyone's face.

Cowardly, maybe... but easy.

Re: Apologies...

[x_biggity]

Cowardly?.... Not at all.

[chaotix42]

... I see it as cowardly.

Or maybe I'm just afraid.