life's a changing, but tonight seems like a step backward ( Read more... )

So yeah. I feel like I always start that way. Well I'm on my phone this time. Sometimes I think its time to really start a new life. To get out on my own and just do my thing and take advantage of what I need to do with myself. I don't know why I get like this sometimes. I guess I just don't wanna be stuck at longhorn forever. I wanna be out on my ( Read more... )

so yeah, entry last night, little drunk, so that ya know, makes me a little more emotional and straightforward... even a little too much, to the point where i'm beyond truthful, if that makes sense... i went back and read what i said, and while 97% of it was true, i was just caught up in the moment with the rest of the 3 ( Read more... )

so yeah just another story of a day in the life, basically, i'm in Maine with 3 women, two of which i work with, 1 of which absolutely blows my mind for some damn reason... i wish i understood... do i understand it no.... will i probably not... so what's the deal... i like her, she's cool, she's nice, she's just fun to be around, for some reason, ( Read more... )

this is from a year ago... still too true... how i feel these days ( Read more... )

this is going to be the biggest load of randomness all with a purpose i've ever written... alot of statements ( Read more... )

01. i've been cutting my own hair for about 10 years ( Read more... )

another day, one less day remaining... anyway... it's kinda weird to always think about how people tell me i have so many friends and so many people love me, but realistically, i feel like i've got 2 people who really care about me in life... when i'm down, realistically, who gives a fuck, or who really pays enough attention to me. anyway, so i ( Read more... )

can't sleep... its funny how someone can be on your mind just enough to prevent you to be able to sleep... well lets just say... somehow someone caught me... was very straightforward about how she felt... then all of a sudden... she got busy with school... and stopped acting like she cared about me at all... complete 180?... everything says yes, ( Read more... )

lately theres been alot of shit on my mind... probably because of the fact that school kicked back into session... and i'm not involved this time... every day i either go to work, or i sit around wasting my life away... either watching movies, playing video games, sitting on the computer, going to the mall, out to eat, or getting drunk... i guess i ( Read more... )