so there's been alot up with me lately, i don't really want to get too into it now, but things just seem right, and i think there's finally a reason to go after what i want... and for once it might work out for me, things don't feel the same as they usually do, that's a good thing... they feel different and better... hopefully they'll continue... i ( Read more... )

what a fucking day.... so much great so much horrible ( Read more... )

p.s. i'm excited, i'm going to TCNJ phi sig formal with krystle... wohoo!

so life... sometimes it makes you wonder, you never know when you're on your way out... i mean better choices definitely help dictate a longer life, but at the same time, we don't always get to choose what happens... well anyway, as most of my friends know, i love them, i really do, and i guess i should probably say, i suck with the way i get a ( Read more... )

exhausted beyond belief... sometimes i don't know what to think about life... what i think is true... sometimes i find isn't... when you want one thing, you tend to be offered something else... i'm going to start being more forward about things, and chase when i want to ( Read more... )

alright so i'm finally home again, it's spring break... and well i've been working like a slave since i got home... i got home friday afternoon and i worked friday night, saturday day, saturday night, sunday day, monday day, it's monday night now, tuesday i work all day, wednesday i work lunch, thursday i work all day, and friday... i party hard ( Read more... )

alright, so it's been a long ass while since i've touched this thing... and apparently it seems like everyone else who i know that has one too has given up on theirs... lately life's been kinda busy... during the week, i'm either in class or at work monday through thursday... i'm free after 10 though... so i guess i get a bit of a break... the ( Read more... )

alright, so it's been about a month since i've written anything, sometimes i think i'm going out of my mind, i feel like so much is going on, and at the same time, so little... i'm finally back at school, i've got my macbook, which i'm in love with, makes my life sooo much easier... i'm trying to get some bills paid, and hopefully that will keep ( Read more... )

The last half year, honestly, as much fun as I’ve had, has been somewhat pointless and careless, and thoughtless… honestly I’m in the same place then as I am now, nothing has progressed further, nothing has happened that is drastically good or bad, it’s almost like a waste of certain points in my life… nothing has happened, in my career, or job… I’ ( Read more... )

afraid of what friends think, if they think I’m doing something stupid, if they think my taste sucks, what they could say to the girl, or about the girl to influence my chances, rejection, and friends knowing about rejection, dating, and having the girl have negative opinions about me, caring for a girl and her not truly caring back, putting myself ( Read more... )