I feel like the biggest idiot

[chap_stick_pink]

I have to get this out. I have to, I can't keep it all in and just let it pass. [at least that's what my counselor says]. I just did that hardest thing I have ever done. I congratulated you on your new relationship. Was anything that you said to me true? Did you think that we had the slightest chance? You said that you were happy that I wasn

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[happogiri]

It never ended. My feelings never changed. We just both live different lives. Had neither of us left Oklahoma, I think things would've played out much differently for us.

[chap_stick_pink]

You left first...It does make me feel a little better to know that your feelings never changed. You confused the hell out of me. I still "what-if" which probably isn't the best idea, but a lot of times I can't help it. I'm glad you found someone that makes you happy though. I love you, whether you want to accept it or not.