Okay. I realize that he might have been kidding but now is not the time to kid with me. I am so grouchy and I don't even know why. I don't know what else to be. It's like everything that he does gets on my nerves. I have an envelope ready with the address and stamp to go ahead and send the money order. I sent Hector to walmart to get the ( Read more... )

Tonight we had a false alarm. Which in a way is good and bad. Me and Hector went to the pawn shop where he got my PS2 *I suppose I will discuss that here in a bit*, went and paid the water, went to Pancho Villa to eat and then went to walmart to get pictures done and pick up the remaining layaway. When we got back to the house, I went to the ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor yesterday for my check-up. It was a very interesting visit. They did a swab culture to check for GBS. The results from that should come back soon. The doctor is a little concerned because my blood pressure is running borderline high, I'm swelling and I have gained 10 pounds. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the scale ( Read more... )

It is so exciting!! Me and my mom went to Big Lots yesterday and found an armoire and little shelf thing for the nursery! Now all of Noah's clothes are put up and not in the floor or in the bouncy seat. And it was only $55 for both. That's not that bad being as a chest-of-drawers at walmart is over 100$. Then me and my mom and sister got all ( Read more... )

I give up on the fucking wallpaper. My mom was supposed to come and help me because I have NO clue what I am doing. She's the one that has spent months and years putting up wallpaper for other people but when I need her to help me, she decides that I can do it on my own. I have been in the nursery for almost an hour trying to put the damn border ( Read more... )

Wow. I never knew that someone who was so against having sex and all that would be so willing to pose nude for photos on the internet. I went online and found J's profile that she has on vampirefreaks. I read her journal that she has on there a couple of days ago but just a few moments ago I read them again and went to the links where she wanted ( Read more... )

This was an update from last night that I wrote at my mom's house ( Read more... )

Oh I am so fucking mad at everything. I went over to my mom's today because I need to get the sewing done on the curtains for Noah's room. Well last night we had NO power what-so-ever until about 10 this morning. It sucked all night long. Our heater is electric so that wasn't working and it got down to about 4 last night. It got down around 50 or ( Read more... )

Nothing really that exciting has been going on. I am having kind of a grouchy evening. I went this morning with my mom to Walmart and the post office. First we went to the one on 11 because we thought that we had gotten the fabric for my diaper stacker from there but we didn't. I got the other nursing bra that I need and got some sewing things ( Read more... )

Oh well today I don't know where to begin. I have been in kind of a really down mood. I sat up last night for almost an hour crying...about nothing really. I don't know how to get out what I want to say. Once again, I am keeping it all in because I am afraid that I will hurt someone's feelings and I don't want people upset with me. My mom is ( Read more... )