Well, Kyle called me last night. Hes sick, fever and everything. I am leaving for Maine tomorrow and I will be there for a long time. Friday Kyle is leaving for California and he will be there for five days with one of his friends. Should I be worried about that? I dont think so ( Read more... )

Ok, so I havent talked to Kyle in a while and I dont know where he is or what he is doing but I am kinda worried about things for no real reason. I just need someone to tell me that Im crazy ( Read more... )

So yesterday I saw a really scary and powerful movie. It was called Windego. It made me think about the things I used to look at with such interest and I dont any more ( Read more... )

I find that the more stable in something I become the more likely I am to be a little self-destructive.. ie, even though I know that someone really likes my cooking I dont believe them.. Just as an example of course.. No really...Just as an example ( Read more... )

I really miss all my friends from High school.. I really do and I havent been able to talk to many of them in a long time ( Read more... )

So Kyles X keeps calling him and manipulating him into things.. Like last nighht he called Kyle like four times and Kyle told him that he doesnt want to talk to him anymore and then like three minutes later "Sean" calls him back telling him that he is really upset and he cant breathe.. I told Kyle that if Sean cant breathe he should be calling a ( Read more... )

And so Im back from a fun filled four days with Kyle. It was so much fun. I had some great conversations with him about everything. It was like we were living together and I loved it. He told me he cant wait until we are married and have a place of our own. Still I find myself kinda ... well, iffy about whether or not he really likes me. I ( Read more... )

Slight Disappointment today. I had a tensive phone conversation with Kyle last night. I dont know how I should take a lot of the things that he said to me. And his away message was "and when I say I love you I mean turn out the lights"... What the hell kind of thing is that to say. I dont really think that is something that anyone should have ( Read more... )

So I have a new found love for life. Im not sure where it came from...oh wait...yes, I do know where it comes from. Loving someone and knowing that they love you back is one of the most wonderful feelings in the world. Serious, no joke ( Read more... )

All I have to say today is that Kyle is back in my life and that is a wonderful thing. Im so happy. I guess life isnt so bad after all ( Read more... )