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- best friend of an ex boyfriend
- shared a two month fling with me
- clean cut
- drug free
- smokes cigarettes
- sings in the shower
- drinks coffee
- hollers def leopard songs in my ear on the way back to my house
- soft on the eyes
- aimlessly drives around with me
- pays the bill at dennys
- had a quickie marriage with a high school sweetheart, about a week after talking shit about her
- wants an annulment already
- left to bootcamp without saying bye
- calls every other few hours to inform me about all the assholes he's meeting
- ejaculates butterflies into my stomach still
- confuses the shit out of me
- leaves me hanging all the time
- requires too much second guessing
- is the whole ten yards
- is a real catch
- is on my mind now more than ever before
i'm extremely frustrated and hesitant.
i have two choices on the table, however i don't want to reach for one, and lose both.
one weighs more than the other, but the one with less weight is more convenient.
my head hurts and i'm tired of shaving all the hairs off my body just to get laid by someone who isn't worthy.
this period of time is too hasty and exhausting. i'm so tired of second guessing but on the same token, i'm tired of sorting through last resorts.
bluntly,
ryan, i don't like you but i love your compliments and i'm holding you as a last resort.
robert, make up your naive mind and call me when you're ready to forget her.