confused anout your intentions

[chapstick_crazy]

today sucks! finals are stupid and we have two periods of finals back to back....its crazy, who ever set up the schedual was high or something... im tired and want to go to bed! im sure all of you agree! anyways, im in piano and bored to death like usual. i've decided that i hate rain and when i graduate im going to move to a close state where it

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[lexylicious]

the issue is me, isnt it.

[chapstick_crazy]

not exactly.....i mean you do have something to do with it but its not you...im just getting tired of you not listening to me when you know im write...i dont want to control your life but with the whole ben thing thats something that will help you in the long run...i know its just an idea and i dont care if you talk to him or not but i dont want you attempting a relationship.....i've been supportive of every thing you've done/every boy you've dated. I always say whats on my mind and you know that, if i dont like somehtying i'll tell you but you make the choice to follow what i say or not. Ben is a different story hes nothing like the other boys you've dated and if he reminds you of devlyn then its deffinatly wrong!!! even if you were happy with him for a short time its still not worth you getting hurt ....im not mad at you im just frusterated at everything, everything thats been going on lately mason and ben and stefan, school, finals, brandon, not passing a class i've actually worked hard in...stuff like that, people piss me off and

[lexylicious]

ok