did you know i miss you

[char13]

I finally know what I want.. what I really want. But I know its too late. I fucked up royally. Why did I have to do that? I know I fucking hurt him, and thinking about it makes me feel dead. I cant stop crying. I've even cried at school, which I never can do. Even with all my friends around.. usually they'd completely take my mind off things and I

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Wow. I get it now.. i think, haha wat am i kidding, i dont get ne thing

[mtothepowerof3]

I really thought wat we had was so special that no matter wat happened wed always have it, but now that i read that it seam thats theres things that are more important. I dont know wat to think ne more. Dont worry, i cry 2, i did wen we were at tylers, u didnt seem to notice tho, i did at ur house 2day 2, and thismorning, yea, i freaking love you, and alls i ever seem to do is get my hopse up for a big downfall. Hopefully we can work on somn, but i dont know wat to think ne more. I sometimes wonder, wat would happen if i wasnt hear. But ne ways i love you, more then i can explain or show, i just wish wat u 'really wanted' involved me:(