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A time comes in your life when you finally get it... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH!

Enough of fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind ( Read more... )

it was heLLa coLd today. the rainy season is back.. and it was pretty damn foggy up here. its just the begining tho.

Last night was fun. the coworkers had a goodbye dinner for cheska since shes Leaving for vegas.. and for JAN cuz hes Leaving us for nike town. too bad we were missing heLLa foLks tho!! more new hires than oGs. LOTS of Laughs, thanks ( Read more... )

weLL. whadayaknow? its aLready november. i stiLL cant beLieve how fast this year has gone by. i can stiLL rememeber january Like it was yesterday... freakin 2006. the year of everything. 'higher than ups and Lower than downs.' if i couLd describe aLL the things that ive been through this year, i wouLd teLL you to watch LittLe miss sunshine. but ( Read more... )

"Eventful week. Losing sleep. I sit here thinking, now my minds getting weak. I don't do what I need to, but I need to do things to pull through. I tug strings, eat chicken wings, but I need to stay with the true. I remain, try staying sane, keeping my brain on waves of grey. But I slack, don't react, just kick back, and sip on yay. I gotta move, I ( Read more... )

"I think when we get angry at others, most of the time, we’re really angry at ourselves.
It is not “us versus them” - we are all connected. 
Perhaps the anger comes in how much of “us” we see in “them.”
Whether it is cutting someone off or taking more than one’s share,
perhaps we are angry at ourselves for doing similar things every day.
In any case, ( Read more... )

heLLa fun tonight. heLLa good food. heLLa Laughs. good company. i Love it aLL.


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im in jeweLs room because i dont wanna go to my room and faLL asLeep again. today i had cLass 8-9. work 10-3. was suppose to do hw for chem Lab before 7.. so i said i wouLd go to my room and do it on my bed. but ended up jus faLLing asLeep tiL 630. went to Lab at 7. got out earLy thank god. dinner with cedric. shopping spree at waLgreens. and now ( Read more... )

i push the 4s, the 5s, its not a game. forreaL. so get at me.

"its fucking annoying." yessir. i aLready knew. but everyone just wants to suck it up. so whatevER.

i Love aimLess driving.. especiaLLy around the city. <3

pLans for the week: watch LittLe miss sunshine & the science of sLeep.

this is from my post of what happened exactLy one year ago. friday sept 2, 2005:

-Left sf after 10am. brought drea and Larissa home. and went home.
-sLept most of the day. had an ortho appt. errands w/ the LoLa.
-sad for awhiLe. but things got better Later on..
-BYOSTD. bring your own shit to drink. right ash?!
-went to aLbertsons with the boys to pick ( Read more... )

the beauty in a breakdown. its noOnes fauLt. i just gotta deaL.. and remember, it wont be forever.

Love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be affraid of a LittLe bit of pain
pLeasure is just on the other side...

so i wake up today and cant even go to the bathroom cuz jeweLs taking a shower. its onLy the first few days here and shes aLready ( Read more... )