Breath in, breath out and work harder.

Oct 01, 2010 19:23

 What time is it now? It's 2PM! It's Friday and it means one thing: weekend!

 My last posts were about University, studies and all that shit and today I wanted to write about something else because hey! I have a life outside University! But who am I kidding, I spent all of my time at Uni or studying, or with people form Uni, or taking some courses at Uni. I've mentioned courses so I guess I can brag about my Korean lessons that I have at Saturdays. Yeah, Imma is being srz about learning this kpop related language.

I remember my 1st day at University and now it has been a month since I'm studying there. Things haven't changed that much over this 30 days, I feel as dumb as in the beginning, if not dumber! But you know what, this kind of dumbness motivates me to work harder. I'm not longer at school where teachers tell you what to do, how to think, here you have to take responsibility for your actions. And I like it even thought sometimes I want to go back to childhood. Besides, I love this feeling when I come back from Uni tired but also satisfied.

 BEAST is back and my inner B2UTY is awake and happy, and essited, and fangirling. I've missed BEASTly boys and their live performances. What's more, 0neDay wil come back soon and Big Bang, my 1st kpop biase, too. How to study when your biases are coming back? Life of a fangirl is hard, so hard.

I'm so sick and tired of blackjacks that keep on telling that 2NE1 does real music, is the best and bla bla bla. And those, who try to tell me that Big Bang can pawn all of my fav groups. I understand that  inner fangirl  can take  over the brain, but damn, let's  chill out and use objectivity, ok? All groups have their own flaws and it's perfectly fine, no need to bitch about   other groups to prove that your biases are the best. I had to write about this. 
 

frustration, fangirl's confession, beast, studies

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