school has been rather mundane and tiring. have to stay back after school till late afternoon/evening 5plus 6plus just to finish dnt coursework by this week. deadline this friday. really gotta count on this for my one and only A in my whole entire life. screw life man. no, as usual, screw me dude. the pressure is up and things are more tensed. ( Read more... )

read many other blogs which i totally agree with what i'm feeling now. well, it really doesnt feel nice to give up nor been given up on. so. whatever. anyway gonna get chinese Os results tmr. hopefully i dont screw up because i really dont wanna re take it again like seriously really really! :( and hope everyone out there is doing well too / will ( Read more... )

tmr would be the start of the whole routine of school again. the thought of it just makes me feel sick like totally. :/ i know. the thought of just waking up early dragging my feet to the bus stop, talking a 30-49 mins bus ride from TAMP TO TAMP, trying to keep awake in class and absorb even when knowing that i'm already giving up, staying ( Read more... )

woohoo. finally the papers are over andddddddd. it's not play time yet. haha. well, practical on monday and i'm pretty afraid. dont ask me why. today's paper was pretty... ok lah. still can make it. and getting chinese results next wed and prelims results too i guess. hopefully i will make it. i don't wanna be emotional over it and just give up ( Read more... )

guess what? i have 6 days holiday straight in a row. from friday till today! hahaha because i dropped poa and my next paper is tmr. somehow i'm still in the relaxing mood which is totally not cool and not good. somehow i need to buck up not in my studies but my attitude towards it firstly be cause it sucks. and because it sucks, that's why my ( Read more... )

ESTHER CHUA JIE LIN IS A BLACK PIG. NOT ONLY DOES SHE LOVE TO EAT BUT SHE LOVE TO SLEEP TOO. AND IS ALWAYS ACTING CUTE THOUGH KNOWING THAT SHE'S NOT AT ALL. STILL, LOVE YOU LA.
CAN'T BELIEVE I'M DOING THIS. WTH. YOU OWE ME HOR, BLACK. (NOT GOING TO REMOVE THIS! :P)

hi tingfang! :)

somehow, i've lost my goal. it seem pointless to even do anything now. what would my future be? sometimes i feel that life is just a game. emotional? not. i know my purpose here, yet not fulfilling it. loser or not? yes ( Read more... )

i'm so gonna flunk all papers tmr. i dont need any comments.
i dont care how much you know. i only care how much you care. so stop telling me what to do! screw me! damn.

SS and chinese paper tmr. DAMN. why must we even still have chinese paper? stupid school. screw the school upside down. no. screw me.