Yeah...my friends funeral is thursday at our school at 2:00. It will be so weird having his funeral in the gym two days before we have the biggest celebration of the year (PROM) in the same gym in which we just had his funeral. I dont know how to feel about it. and to the person who keeps leaving anonymous comments in my journal entries, i would ( Read more... )

Today a very dear friend of mine passed away. It has hit me hard and i find myself crying over the stupidest little things. I have one of those headaches you get when you have been crying all day and it hurts to even move your eyes. so this entry will not be that long...

yesterday jeremy and i went to cedar point to get out season passes. while ( Read more... )

So...lately my life has been hella hectic...i have no time for anything that i really want to do. It sucks so badly. But some funny news was recently passed on to me on my most recent ex-boyfriend. Apparently he has gone from me to the BOTTOM of the food chain. and hey, i am fine with that i guess...what ever makes lil "jimmy" rise for him is all ( Read more... )

You know how life sucks sometimes? Well how about when it really sucks? Like last time that i wrote i talked about how happy I was that my boyfriend would not get moved to second shift! well, i spoke too soon. monday he started. I am more than bumbed out about this. I hate not being able to see him as often. I love him dearly and miss him too. he ( Read more... )

Work...work is sometimes hell!!!!!!!!!But we make the best of it, and try to have fun. The other day at work we had to evacuate the building because of a gas leak. and that night, and two nights afterwards we had to do dishes in cold water which was hell itself (if hell were cold). Our hands were so red and so swollen by the end of the night i ( Read more... )

Today is the first day in a long time that i talked with my father. I have been avoiding him for some time now hoping that things that i did not want to be said would not be spoken. But thus i gave in and broke down and finally called my father. It took alot of will power to do so. The talk went realitivly well. and i realized that i hurt him a ( Read more... )

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This is my first ever live journal entry. so here it goes. I am at home alone. not quite knowing what to do with myself. I get so bored and i do not know why. I constantly try to keep my life as busy as possible. Possibly to avoid problems that i am having. That is the only way that i seem to be able to deal with the stress, is to add more stress. ( Read more... )