Haven't updated in a few days. Not really sure what to put at this moment though. I know one thing.. Life sucks ass. I think my happyness toal for life has ran out and I only have bad left pretty much. Oh well. Best I can do about that is just deal with it, ne ( Read more... )

Figured it out now. I really don't like that person in -that- way. Glad I got that sorted out. Heh. Well.. Just thought I would update for that. Now just to get unlazy and clean my room so I can have fun this weekend with La De Dottie.

I really hope today will be a better day. It's ok so far. Just hope it gets better or at least doesn't get any worse. Today I'm gunna try to answer some of my questions about someone. To see if it is true or not. Or if I am just deluding myself ( Read more... )

Just a quick update. Kinda.. Shit is goin' on between the group and a few people again. Arg.. Can't they see how fucking stupid this is? Tired of it. Majorly ( Read more... )

Gomen for not enterying yesterday. I wasn't here till 'bout 6:30 and not too long after I got home I went to sleep. So yeah. Heh. Lets see.. How to put what is goin' on in a nut shell.. From what Alex said yesterday I don't know how long we will be together, or if it will be much longer. But I'll enjoy it while it lasts, even if just a little bit. ( Read more... )

Today.. When I was at Alex's house I was scared, but very comfy at the same time. It was confusing, which made me a little more scared. You ask 'why' I was scared? Well.. I'm a virgin and really unsure what to do when it comes to sexual things. The furthest I have gone is my top clothing off. Not one person I have been with has gone below the waist ( Read more... )

First, look at the title. Kay. Good person ( Read more... )

Ungrounded as soon as it is Friday! Woo Hoo! I can't wait! >

Only thing that is bugging me is what was said to me at GP. "Don't get your hopes up, he's been engadges to many times. So just don't count on a lot." I thought I asked them to stop it completly and they agreed? ~Sigh.~ Oh well. Other then that little thing everythin' is fine. Dunno if I am ungrounded yet or not. I'll probably find out later. And ( Read more... )

Well.. x.x I barely missed Alex when he got on for the second time today. I got to talk to him the first time he got on today though. But I was upstairs cleaning the bathroom when he got on the second time. What he put really touched me. I kept reading it over and over. <3 to da koi ( Read more... )