Lt. Charlene Masters, Personal Log; Stardate 2258.36

[charl_in_charge]

Security Access: Private

Rough Draft Message to Lt. Uhura:

I feel like I have to say something to you since I had amazing sex with your boyfriend...everything, I guess.  I’m sorry.  But not in the way I should be.  Since I would do it again in a heartbeat, even knowing everything now, because I’m that much of a

Forget it.  This is stupid and fucked

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Security Access: Head Nurse Christine Chapel

[charl_in_charge]

Thank you for the offer, and venting would be nice, since all of my venting now is banging on things with my wrench and terrorizing ensigns...but right now (excuse my language) I have so little idea about what the fuck is going on that I don't know if I can talk about it. I'm not really good at sharing my personal shit, and that's what all this boils down to. And frankly, I...

Okay, so it's just that this ship got really small really fast and this shit is volatile and I don't want to involve anyone else. Not that I think you'll go blabbing or anything...I just need to keep it as private as I can right now.

When I have a better idea on what's going on, though, I'll be sure to hit you up.

Private to Charlene Masters

[alientongues]

((OMFG THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY FUCKED, YEAH?! GOOD GOD. also, ahem, be prepared for bitchiness. she will be polite to spock, but not to charlene, who she really liked.))

Did you look in Spock's room for the tricorder since I hear you're spending a lot of time with him lately?

And a piece of advice? Cut a wide path around me for the next five years or so.

Private to Lt. Uhura

[charl_in_charge]

Jesus. Look, I'm sorry you got hurt in all this. Whatever it is, because fuck if I know. I didn't...it wasn't my intention to hurt anyone, especially you.

But I know nothing I say is going to make you feel any better, so you got it. I'll stay as far away as I can.

Re: Private to Lt. Masters

[alientongues]

.............What IT is, as far as I can tell, is my boyfriend cheating on me and then not understanding why I wouldn't want him to be in a relationship with me but still be seeing you. And thank you.

I apologize for acting like a spoiled brat in the above comment, but I'm more hurt than anything right now. I like you a great deal and hope we can still be friends And thank you for agreeing to just...keep a wide berth. I fear you're not the only one with a lot of rage lately. God, why am I joking with you?

And alright. To be honest, I'm not mad AT you, I'm mad at the situation and you're part of it. I think....I think if you could possibly accept my apology for acting like a child and just let me be pissed for a few days, we could begin to be friends again. However, I know I'm the type of person who wouldn't accept that offer, so I understand if you don't, or won't.

Private to Lt. Uhura

[charl_in_charge]

Please don't apologize, I deserve whatever catty shit you want to hurl at me. And hell, if you aren't going to be mad at me, I'll do it enough for the both of us. I never wanted to be the girl that does this kinda shit not again. I wish I could say that if I had all the facts before hand, I wouldn't have...but I can't. Because I probably would have done everything exactly the same. Maybe I'm just not that good of a person.

Are you sure you want to be friends with someone like that? I sure as hell wouldn't.

[nawigator]

I have not seen your tricoder anywhere, but I will let you know if I do! Perhaps you and I are long past due for a hot chocolate date at some time.

Things on this ship have been very intense lately.

[charl_in_charge]

We are long past overdue for a hot chocolate date. It's been overly crazy here lately, and I could do with some low pressure conversation over hot chocolate.

When are you free?

[yeowoman_rand]

You, me, excessive amounts of alcohol, and a bitch night. Yes?

[charl_in_charge]

Big yes. You bring the tequila, I'll bring the bitch. Things are crazy lately. I could do with a little intoxicated venting.

[yeowoman_rand]

Awesome. There will be tequila and his good friend vodka, and possibly that little slut called jamaican rum.

Oh, I also have your tricorder. I found it in a corridor near the rec room. I will bring it.

[charl_in_charge]

Thank God. I thought I'd lost that little bastard for good.

And jamaican rum? You trying to kill me?

[kevin_riley]

Um, ma'am, I located your tricorder. Would you like me to leave it at your workstation for you?

[charl_in_charge]

Would you? Miss Rand said she found it, but I've not seen it. You can bring it by anytime. I really need some of the information stored in it.