I should be working....but I can't get myself away from this ( Read more... )

Jesus take the wheel ( Read more... )

This is the one I can write in, that I know he'll never read ( Read more... )

Yeah....so I think I freaked out unneccesarily....he sent me an e-mail this morning that made me feel a lot better....and he's been writing me all day

WOW!! He is amazing....

As crazy as it seems....I miss him already.....

Is a month too long for someone to wait for you?? I sure fucking hope not....

Someone please tell me everything will be okay......

To be a teenager again ( Read more... )

I think I'm losing my touch these days....and I haven't written, like REALLY written in so long that I don't even really know what to write about....so I just keep posting these poems from like forever ago....and making that be good enough.
But I don't want that to be good enough....I want to write again....and want to WANT to write again....not ( Read more... )

When I

When I woke up that day
It was unreal you were gone
When I'd given everything
When I'd stayed there so long

When I cried to you saying
"You can't leave me now"
When I tried to convince you
We could fix it somehow

When I begged you to hold me
When I begged you to stay
When I begged you to love me
You just walked away

You know....men are fucking bastard mother fuckers ( Read more... )

So I was sitting here earlier thinking about how I don't get enough sleep...how I stay up until way late at night...and the kids wake me up in the morning ~ early. And I was kinda wondering, I guess, about why it is that I do this to myself....and it hit me: My nights are the only real time I have for me ~ no kids, no screaming, no stepdad, no ( Read more... )