Ah lack of sleep for days always leads me to my mistress livejournal ( Read more... )

sometimes is disturbs me how little i let myself feel.

I feel almost unmoved by an awful week.

The one feeling i am sure of is killing my desire to sleep.

Soon enough i will work it out?

Either way i am sure next week will be as they always are completely new.
Completely the same.

Thank god.

Dear Brain,
Like a computer sometimes you need to shut down.
Re-start never seems to do the trick.
So lets make this a night we don't remember, I'll shut my eyes...you do the rest. (pun intended)

well, every once in a while you got to take a step back from all things in life good or bad and say "damn, i've got a good thing going here ( Read more... )

I hope someone kicks dennis in the balls, before i do. ugh. i don't even want to say out load how i feel about this because i fear the moment the words slip out of my mouth i will appear to others as truly down to my bones hurt about you as i am ( Read more... )

Well I have feared many things in life, non have I feared more than giving birth or becoming a parent..more so the birthing. On the 9th I gave birth and as it turns out, not so bad.
I now have child also not so bad.
Life is full of surprises . I fimd myself surprised with myself a little more everyday.

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The most disturbing thing has happened to my boobs. Its like god is kicking me in the face ( Read more... )

i love october and i have committed to this decision as of now. I can wait to get my fat ass de-colded and ready to go explore with a camera all the leaves hitting the grown. Its just so pretty out and i have always been a fan of punkins in witch i have a new empathy for theses days ( Read more... )

It is an odd thing that no matter weather i am extremely happy or sad, whenever i have a powerful emotion break threw or in, i only think of one person i wish i still had in my life ( Read more... )