Josh, I think the people who read this that didn't know us the summer we met are pretty unlucky. They don't get to relive every moment the way I do. Justin & Michele are an exception just because they were right there with us. It's hard for me to say, but if this had never happened I wouldn't have expected the same ending to that story. I don't think anyone would expect it. That's the thing though, it did happen. It really happened to us but it won't hit me until I'm standing in my driveway with you Tuesday night. Not the night before, not when I'm waiting for you. Just when I'm standing right there with you and we're together. When I get to look at you and know all this waiting we've done is over. That I'm yours and you're mine, we're so in love and we have each other infinitely. I used to think I was mad at myself for letting us go on that year or so without talking. I thought I was angry that I didn't just tell you how much I hated it and didn't want to move on from you and that summer, just pretended to get over you anyway
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Hey well.. its about 1:01 am and i am sittin here in your room but youa re not here lol.. cause i am spending the night with sarah ... I just thought that i would leave you a comment.. we never talk anymore.. you do still have a phone.. i checked lol ... so pick it up sometime.. haha Sabrena
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p.s. thanx for being nice to me today threw my bitchiness and crying lol
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