ah shazzbot. hit on twice in one night

[charlesmcgee]

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ill decide that for myself thank u
alexandra says:
yes you can
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but i was just saying...
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well i think u r wrong
alexandra says:
alex, you've never met me before!
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wel wut does it mean 2 meet anyone anymore
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?
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ive nevre meet u and yet i know enuf abotu u 2 like u
alexandra says:
that's very sweet
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and we talk
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i dunno i figure why fight the world we live in msn is avalible so i use it
alexandra says:
yeh, i understand
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its jsut convient really
alexandra says:
it is
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but i dunno, maybe you wouldn't like me if you met me
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maybe i'm not as good as i seem over msn
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and that what i type isn't all there is to me or something
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thats not impossible but highly unlikely
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and im not a very picky guy
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and btw there really isnt much to not like about u
alexandra says:
oh come now
alexandra says:
i have issues just like everyone else
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where 2
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exactly
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jsut liek everyone eles
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so wuts the big deal
alexandra says:
well
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some people would find my issues unattractive
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or inconvienient
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wut issues r we tlakin here
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?
alexandra says:
i suffer from depression
alexandra says:
and i have an anxiety disorder
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lol ok alexandra let me tell u something
alexandra says:
okay
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go for it
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everyone these says it seems suffers from both
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including myself
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so i think ur o there
alexandra says:
hah, but some to more of an extent than others
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its part of being human
alexandra says:
alex, i don't think you understand the depth of the issue!
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r u suicidle
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?
alexandra says:
i was, but i think suicide is stupid now
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but that's not the point
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well
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it's just some people find it uncomfortable to be around me
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thats as bad as depression cna go
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so i thinkur safe
alexandra says:
lol
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everyone thinsk abotu ti at one poitn or another
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lol if only u knew me and the thigns i cna tolarate
alexandra says:
see, there's the thing
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i barely know anything about you!
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i don't know even small things
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like if you smoke or not
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or if you like to read books
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its not my fault .. u can ask me anythgin any time
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i didnt say u coudlnt
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and i do not smoke
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or get drunk
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but i do liek drinks on occasion
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liek red wine
alexandra says:
hehe, classy
alexandra says:
alex
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yes
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you are a very nice boy
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aww
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ty
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*kiss*
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plz dotn follow that statement up with soemthin that would hurt me
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i like to jsut let that sink in by itself
alexandra says:
lol, i don't want to hurt you!
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i don't like hurting anyone
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especially not my friends
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no i thought it was gonn a b followd up by a "but" statement
alexandra says:
no, of course not
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i ahte that word
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hate*
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never brigns anything good
alexandra says:
i think it could
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well yes it is jsut a word after all
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but its usally used to brign the abd news after the good
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bad*
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so thats my dislike for it
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well u said u dunno things about me so wut would u liek 2 know
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i dunno if uve ever thought about this in depth but
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ppl r more simpel then ud think becuz all the complicatiosn in out cahracters ppl will nevr understadn anyway
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so there really isnt much to ppl
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that they could express by words anyway
alexandra says:
i understand what you mean
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but as i told you before, i'm a really cautious person
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i hate getting hurt, and i admit, sometimes my caution causes me more pain than it prevents
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if u want e 2 understand how u feel inside im gonan hae 2 get inside
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and theres sevral ways 2 do that
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*winking face*
alexandra says:
lol
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alex, what are you feeling right now?
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um honestly
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dissapointement
alexandra says:
tell me about your disappointment
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well u have a bf 4 one thing
alexandra says:
what else
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i dunno i dun think perhaps that u feel how i do
alexandra says:
you must realize i'm in a very difficult position right now
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and i hope you can sympathize
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yes indeed and thus my dissapointment kicks in
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and i hope you can sympathize
alexandra says:
i can definitely sympathize
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well heres my problem
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i want more then ur sympathy
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i want u
alexandra says:
alex... what am i supposed to do?
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if i answer that my answer will be heavily biased by my infatchuation with u
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only u can decide for urself
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let me ask u this
alexandra says:
alright
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how happy r u in ur current relationship
alexandra says:
i like my bf, he is good to me. i don't see him as often as i'd like to, i guess it's partially because we go to different schools
alexandra says:
we haven't been going out for too long yet, only a few weeks
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well then im sry to have done this to u and complicated u
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but i cant fight love
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she is a cruel one
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she is
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u dun know where shw pops up
alexandra says:
very true
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alex, i don't think it'd be right for me to break up with my bf right now
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im sry 2 say it but
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i dont think u should go with wut uve been taught to think is right
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i think u should go with wut u feel and want
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now if u wanna refrase that with those instead of think ill back off
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but if u cant hoenstly tell me ur not even a little intrested
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then i dotn feel it would b right for me 2 back off
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we soemtiems think to much and dotn feel enough
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and thats is truely a tragedy
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and a quick way to unhappiness
alexandra says:
yes
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but (and i'm sorry i'm using the word, i have to)
alexandra says:
i've never met you before, and i certainly know my bf more
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u see if i wasnt right baout anything eles i was at least right about "but"
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thats resonable
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id surely liek to get to know u better though
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i dunno hwo u feel about that
alexandra says:
alex, i'd love to get to know you better
alexandra says:
but it'd have to be as friends right now
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ok, fair enough
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but i cant make anyy promises that i wont try to kiss u or anything
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im jsut goin 2 do wut feels right
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even if i think its wrong
alexandra says:
you surely seem to act on emotions
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which is refreshing
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ya 4 to long have i bottled them up
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unhealthy choice
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alexandra i sure do liek how u use my name b4 every sentnce makes me feel pretty special i must admit
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*kiss*
alexandra says:
alex, you are special
alexandra says:
hehe
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right back at u
alexandra says:
thank you
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but u surely didnt need e 2 tell u
alexandra says:
of course i did. i've never been called special before
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well then i think u migth jsut b worng about ur bf
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cuz if he hasnt let u no
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hes doin sumthin deathly wrong
alexandra says:
he's not exactly like that (saying i'm special or something)
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im very sry my msn is fuckd and im on my bros comp and he wants me 2 get off (or a he puts it ill get my ass kickd)
alexandra says:
lol, alright
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well then u might wanna rethink wut ud liek in a lover
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so i must part
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but
alexandra says:
here's the but
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ill b on l8er 2night
alexandra says:
alright
alexandra says:
see
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or tommrow
alexandra says:
but's aren't always bad
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ok
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listieng
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o i c
alexandra says:
yeh
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wut ur sayin
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yea i know his kind
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ur 2 sweet 4 that
alexandra says:
lol, nah
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im entitled to my opinion
alexandra says:
sorry
alexandra says:
think what you may
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its fine beucz ur r also 2 urs
alexandra says:
yeh
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um miriam and ur friend (her name slips my mind) want 2 hangout tomrmwo i asked if u could come
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r u intrested
alexandra says:
hang out where?
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ull haev 2 ask them about that
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i wasnt given much detial
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ok i REALLY g2g
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ill ttyl
alexandra says:
okay
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liek 2nite or tommrow
alexandra says:
yup
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arfter 3
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im guesisn
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its when i get home
alexandra says:
alright, cool
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bye bye
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*kiss*
alexandra says:
bye bye *smilely face*