depresion sux.

[charlie_eagles]

I've noticed that some people around me have emotional problems &/ or depression, so I thought that I would describe my own recent experiences with major depression. This is not for self-pity, this is to say that I understand, that I've been there & I know that it's horrible. . but it can be beaten

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[sceolan]

A week after I took myself off Aropax, after the withdrawal headaches had subsided, I didn't have another nightmare. After months and months of having the mostobscenely violent dreams they suddenly stopped, just like that. Some of my nightmares included people who had all the skin on their faces removed, dismembered bodies of family members in shopping bags, dogs eating live puppies, being killed outright (has happened twice.. there's not much to do in a dream when you've been killed but wait till you wake up :/), attempting suicide (the handgun in the dream jammed, I'm still curious what it might have been like) and not to forget that old chestnut, the man being trampled to death by a rampaging rhino (it was definitely a rhino now I think back, not a dinosaur

[charlie_eagles]

Good call!
(your dreams are desterbing...in my case it was all my bad memories siminaniously)

On a simerler note (sort of) I think you've changed quite a lot while i've known you. for the better -more centered/ balanced/ relaxed something like that but i've told you that already.

my suicide attempts where a completely different story, from when i was much younger too.

[bleakoptimism]

that big emptiness is yucky :(
Glad youa re feeling better, glad I haven't had it too bad in a while either ^_^
*huggles*

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[charlie_eagles]

Lauren, I just feel sorry for the people that's in it -like my mom.
*huggles* to you too.