timmy was in town last night [yay] and it was really fun, we got along really well. i'm glad, i hope things go just like that the next time i see him as well, cause he's swell. i cant help that i love him, gosh! but other than that, everything pretty good too, my jobs getting better each day. pay of course still sucks and not enough hours. i mean ( Read more... )

you know what i hate? having to worry about money so much. i can barely pay my phone bill, thats seriously ridiculous. after taxes at my job i'm barely making over $5.50/hr. i might as well be working at a sweat shop really. i'm already looking for a 2nd job. i mean... i guess i dont need a social life really, i dont really want one anymore to be ( Read more... )

so work went ok. my coworkers are nice but the job is kind of bland. and the pay sucks, more than should be possible to suck. so i'm on a mission to find a second job, to make up for the crappy pay of this one and give me something else to do as well. i mean its a part time job, might as well find something else to consume my time. i need a pal, a ( Read more... )

life isn't so bad

why am i so goddamn fucking naive.

you know in a way its flattering when boys tell me i'm pretty... but to me it doesn't really feel like anything, it doesn't really mean anything unless its coming from timmy. i wont ever love anyone like i love him.

gahhh. i dont need a boy. i'm ok. i'm okay alone. iii'''''llllll beeeeeee ok :]

oh my oh my how i adore this boy. iiiiii looooveee him. :]


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When I was a freshman in high school, my family didn't have a lot of money because we had just moved again and my mom had taken a huge paycut. She couldn't afford to give us much for Christmas that year but what I did receive was a used frame with a piece of paper more important that I had known it to be at the time. I didn't really like my mother ( Read more... )

o·ver·whelm (ôvër-hwélm', -wélm')
adj.
Rendered powerless especially by an excessive amount or profusion of something;