A great numb feeling washes over me as I let go of the past and look forward to the future. Pretend to be a vampire. I don't really need to pretend, because it's who I am, an emotional vampire. I've just come to expect it. Vampires are real. That I was born this way. That I feed off of other people's real emotions. Search for this night's prey. Who ( Read more... )

i have a child now. i made my bed so i guess i have to sleep in it. it doesnt matter how much andrew hurts me. he is the father of my baby and i have be loyal.i have to try to make this work for liana.im not letting him go as long as he still wants to try to work things out. when he pushes me away that will be the day.

i didnt think it would get to this point. i still love him and i want to work things out for liana. but this other guy is sooo amazing.....

i finally met a guy who is sooo hot and sooo nice to me i like him soooo much. im going to tell andrew its off i am finally ready.

things are going good right now. for the time being i dont care about andrew and i am happy with everything else in my life.who needs a man.

boys are nothing but trouble.

no matter how careful i am. something bad is always going to happen. i guess i should just be glad it could be alot worse

i just spent over a hundred dollars on a pair of shoes which isnt bad since i rarely buy shoes. and i really like them.anyways i havent had hot sex in while. idk if thats a good or bad thing haha. to me its kinda a bad thing..haha i need to get get some

its fucking over. i give up. fuck waiting till may. i end it now. the sooner i get over this shit the better. im done. maybe i will change my mind maybe i wont. hopefully i wont. but im fucking done.

im so fucking stupid why didnt i think of it before. now its too late. im such a selfish bitch i hate myself right now.how could i be so retarded. my personality does suck and i am over dramatic....now i have realized it and its too late

works everytime! and shes gone