usually i hate poems because i can rarely find meaning in them but this one i liked

Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Drooled on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had ( Read more... )

i had a really good night last night and a good day today. me and andrew are getting along again and actually being almost regular parents. and i had a dr appointment too and that went well haha. my history professor is soo awesome. i made a sreally shitty gradeon my most recent test, and he said he wanted to talk to me after class. i thought he ( Read more... )

SHUT UP JUST SHUTUP!!!!!! if u only knew how many times i have wanted to say that

i just want someone to accept me.

what is sooo bad about watching my weight

i totally forgot how much i love dancing, i had such a horrible shitty day. and i just randomly decided to put on my pointe shoes and i put on that napoleon dynamite song jamiriquai- canned heat (come on yall have to know what im talking about). and i just started dancing around the house all christopher watkins style like a dork. and i felt like ( Read more... )

i dont even want to have anything to do with my other side of my family i dont know what is wrong with me. i feel like such a horrible person. and i have my fucking reasons

i got my child support check haha a pathetic 50 bucks haha

last night was the first halloween i wasnt sick in like 3 years and i actually went out. and IT SUCKED. i wish i ahd been sick thats how much i hated it.having to be forced to be around someone who hates your guts. it could have been a good night if he would just learn to forgive me, or decide not to hurt me anymore? is this the way it is going to ( Read more... )

i voted today first time!!!

last night i bumped into samantha and cameron at the mall and we ended up hanging out and then jr messaged me and said he was having a going away party at his house. so we ended up going, i hadnt had that much fun in a long time with friends from school i mean.and jr told me something that made me somewhat better about myself because i wonder if ( Read more... )