at least im not alone. i mean i do so many things. my life is busy and full of people who care about me. im working towards my career and aspirations. but my life still feels meaningless and empty. almost like i have no reason for anything ever. i dont know. ive been feeling like that for a while. it's upsetting. please come soon! i miss elise!
i think my life feels meaningless and empty because i make it that way. i push everyone and everything out of my life somehow and then afterwards i realize how bad i fucked up. my life is empty because i don't let anything fill it up. i guess i just don't know how. it's like nothing is ever good enough for my standards...but i don't even know what my standards are. i've been feeling like this for a while too....but i guess i could make it change at any moment. i just...don't.
thats almost exactly how i've been feeling. no one is up to par with my standards but i dont know what my standards are. i know what they aren't though. ::sighs:: i love you elise. :(
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thats almost exactly how i've been feeling. no one is up to par with my standards but i dont know what my standards are. i know what they aren't though. ::sighs:: i love you elise. :(
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:hugs:
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like i said, if you ever want to talk, please, call me with anything dear. hope you know that.
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