I am selfish and inconsiderate of other people's feelings when I am trying to figure things out for myself. But when I am caring about other people and putting everyone else first I end up neglecting myself completely.

So either I am helping me and hurting others or helping others and hurting me. I can't win.

The end.

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I have flowers from some people now. Some from Tim (such a sweet friend) and some from an anonymous person (weird, I know).

( Flowers for Charlotte )

I got online and saw I had messages. One IM from one person with one word made me smile ( Read more... )

I opened at work today. Meaning I woke up at 5:00am.

I'm going to buy my gown for the Washington Opera this weekend. I need to pick it out first though. I think I might do that today.

Happy Fourth of July.

~Catnip ♥

A Conversation Between Bunny and Me:

Keef Haggerd: catnip? =P
PinkOrchid315: hey
Keef Haggerd: how are you hun?
PinkOrchid315: headache, lots of aches....emotional ache from being picked at by voice teachers and vocal coaches all week
PinkOrchid315: you?
Keef Haggerd: awww im sorry hun, im fine
Keef Haggerd: i dont think ive ever heard your ( Read more... )

Longest week of my life.

I need to rest. Days of criticism can wear you down.

Dear Washington Opera,

Be easy on me. I'm fragile.

~Catnip ♥

About the "cleaning" post:

Nevermind.

~Catnip ♥

I've been thinking a lot lately about whether I'm wasting my time with people I don't really care about. I have been.

Solution:
I'm creating a new AIM sn. If I want people on my buddy list then I'll IM them.

I'm creating (for the last time, I promise) a new LJ. Otherwise this one would have to be strictly friends-only and I don't want to do ( Read more... )

A picture I took today.


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