Soo tonight could deffinately pass for one of the worst nights of my life....yeah...what the HELL is going on with me? Could someone please tell me because i am sick of feeling like shit all the time. okay thanks bye

sometimes.................

life just sucks!

uuuuugh! Today I went to first period and was feeling really sick....i was really achy all over, my head hurt, my stomach hurt, I was chilled and for some crazy reason i was exhausted. So I called my mom to ask what i should do and she decided to come and get me because the nurse said i was like freakishly pale. So I went home and my mom talked ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh it was sooo cold at lacrosse today. I literally couldnt feel my fingers and toes. and the metal stick didn't help much either. Today we had an activity schedule and got to get out of 7th period early for the Mr. Maroo pageant.....sooo funny. All i have to say is that the guys in that must have a hell of alot of confidence. Oh and i ( Read more... )

soo today we had club pictures! I am in the FCA and red dragon players pics. haha i think i had a little too much fun at the theatre one. Lately i have been noticing that people in Austin High theatre refer to it as there family/home/life and even mrs. dragoo was little remarks during the pic like "look its all my children" Anyway, I was just ( Read more... )

everyone is changing.

I hate it!

I feel like they just kinda left me hanging here

Just because they now have boyfriends.

And are suddenly really popular

i wish they would still consider me a part of there life

I miss them

SOoo today Austin high had a bomb threat, and they put the school under lock down and we were stuck in 3rd period for like 2 hours. And when we finally got out of third everyone left. My mom wouldn't pick me up because she said that would be doing exactly what this so-called prank caller wanted and that is t create craziness. Obviously they found ( Read more... )

Soo the show is officially over, and I am surprisingly really sad! I just learned so much i now have this craving to improve and get better. I feel so much more confident and motivated and know that this is what i love. Its just the adrenaline rush before a show and how it suddenly disappears once you get on stage and you transform yourself into ( Read more... )

You know when you have that one performance that you just feel so on at and you feel as if you nail your numbers? That was tonight for me. This show has been the most stressful, difficult and AMAZING of my life thus far. Having been my first lead, I have been able to really experiment with my voice and acting and just i dunno, figure things out ( Read more... )

LIFE.......

hmmm..

What a pointless entry that meant nothing to anyone but me.