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[charlotteb]

I want to feel and I just can't do it. I want to want to want to, and I can't

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[anonymous]

やっぱり、おばあさんになってもできるような趣味をもちたい。
草月のいけばなって、階段に登ったり、枝と格闘しながら製作するかなりの力仕事だけど、とにかく「華道家」という肩書きが欲しい。

[anonymous]

Did you go with Janet to see BBM? She sent me an email that sounded like she was disappointed as well.

Maybe since I have so many gay friends and have lived so long inside and around the gay lifestyle that I overfelt what I should.

I felt and cried for Alma but I cried harder for the love that Ennis lost in not listening to his heart. "I swear" he said at the end touching a postcard of Brokeback. Like, if I could go back and relive it...I would live my life the way I wanted not the way my Daddy taught me I should live it.

[flutterby3]

Sorry the above is my comment. Stupid LJ logged me out.

[littlemissplanb]

i think maybe my past might have hardened me to this story.

the "i swear" made beth cry a little, and i felt tears coming then, but they never fell.

beth and i have two gay friends that are great friends of ours, jason and brian, that have dated for years and years, that didn't really bring us any closer to the story.

i'm not sure. i wrote you back this morning.

[charlotteb]

I def. felt for Alma too, because deciet is just something that I don't understand and scares me to death.
I wanted to feel differently after this movie.
And so far today, I still don't!

[nikq]

aww hun i'm sorry you were disappointed. maybe we talked about it too much and got your expectations too high. it's not that you don't feel though, certainly not. please don't get down on yourself b/c of the movie.

[charlotteb]

I think my expectations might have been a tad high, but I honestly thought I would have some sort of emotional reaction. I know its Ok that I didn't...I think I just wanted one, lol.....