Well, if you wanted honesty...

[charlottenever]

Sooooo... I'm not writing my Philo paper and I'm not going to the GLBAL (gay, lesbian, bi, allies) meeting like I told my Big Sis I would. She's the President. I figured maybe that'd help us get along better or something. Oh well. I am GOING to write my Philo paper. Eventually. See, it's REALLY hard to write a two page paper on a guy who you only

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[lazatiger]

WHAT AM I DOING HERE?!

As soon as I read that, the song I'm listening to said it. Creep by Radiohead. Funny coincidence, but it put things into perspective.

You can only blame your parents for so long. Sure it was their fault, but if you think like that for too long it's not healthy. From now on you make your own decisions, and if you to be happy, that's something you need to do for yourself. You have a lot of people willing to help, including myself, but it's going to take a lot more personal effort as well.

I hate eating too, but I do it out of necessity. Laundry, too, blah. I have a lot of that to do tonight too, lol.

And I am jealous that you get to take biology. :( It's one of the few subjects that I enjoy, lol. *steals* I'm going to be a biology major for my first part of university, so I better enjoy it...

Guess what, though? You can make something out of yourself if that's what you truly want. Just do it for you and no one else.

Good luck with the homework.

[lazatiger]

and if you to be happy

if you want*

[charlottenever]

I love that song.

You're right, I guess, but I just don't know how to let it out. Not in a healthy way anyway... I need so much help.

Yeah. It's too bad. I wasted an hour at dinner. I could've been writing up Bio notes or something! Heh...

Take my Bio, please...! :P

Thanks. I'll try.

[lazatiger]

I do, too.

If you need help, just ask for it. There is so much help just waiting to be given, you just need to reach for it, OK?

And consider it taken. :P

[rationelle]

Honestly... I can't say that I fully understand your situation, but I know that I've gone through some of the things you have. I can't talk to my own family about my problems, either, and I really don't want to, even if they ask me. I will never say that I will be able to say, "Oh, I know EXACTLY what you're going through...", because I don't know all that you have experienced. I might never, but I can still be someone you can bitch to if you wish.

If you just want to rant off in an email, my email is assassin_author@yahoo.com. ^^ I like having something to read.

[charlottenever]

Thanks... <3
Maybe when I get some time later... if I EVER finish this paper.

[rationelle]

^^ And, in case you were wondering, OMFG is open to everyone now. So... yeah. >D

[charlottenever]

;D I saw! I'll get my ass over there now. Since I'm totally NOT working on my Philo paper anyways... -_-;