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Groo: "I know you will, my love," I say as I stand, turning off the water and carrying her into the bedroom.
Julie: "I will wait right here...if that is ok?' I joke
Groo: I lay her down on the bed, kissing her. "Absolutely. Would you like anything specific?"
Julie: I shake my head "Surprise me." I say with a smile. I can't get over the feeling of this is all of course going to be ruined some how though. When he leaves the room I get up and start to put things away.
Faith I see Groo walking down the stairs and go to their door, knocking softly. I feel like I'm gonna throw up, but I've got to tell her about the talk with Brandon.
Julie: I was putting things away when I see Faith standing at the door. Good thing I had clothes on this time. I turn and smile at her. "Hey!" I say a bit too excited "You ok?" I add, trying not to freak just yet.
Faith "Hey," I say softly, licking my lips as I watch her lips move. "Looks like you're finally getting your booty put away," I say with a smile.
Julie: I giggle "Yeah, We ended up not going out last night since I was so worn out, which meant I slept and didn't get it put away. Now is the time I get to do that." I set the stuff aside and walked up to her to hug her and she stiffened, only half hugging me. My hear sunk but I didn't jump to conclusions just yet...its a new thing I am trying.
Faith I'm surprised when she hugs me, I don't know what to do so I half hug her, but then swallow my defenses and pull her tight to me. There's nothing that says we can't be friends.
Julie: "Faith....He freaked didn't he?" I ask unable to stop myself.
Faith I feel a tear slip down my cheek as I look down. "A little. He's really insecure and stuff and he just... I mean, I guess I did cheat on him, I just... Fuck, I just care about you so goddamn much."
Julie: I turn from her tears falling my heart breaking. "I understand." I say as I walk back to the closet and start putting things away again.
Faith "Julie, please," I say, following her into the closet. "I never meant to hurt you, I'm so sorry."
Julie: I force the tears back hiding myself as I wipe the ones that fell away and turn to face her forcing a straight face. I am a master of this after 15 years of practice. "I am ok, even if I only got moments with you, its more than I could have hoped for." I say semi honestly
Faith I reach up and touch her cheek, "More than I could have ever dreamed of." God, I want to kiss her, make love to her, show her how much I love her. "Why is this so fucking hard? You have Groo and I have Brandon, but god, I want you."
Julie: I put my hand over hers "Just go, please..." I wanted to kiss her, but couldn't." minus the last " mark
Faith I feel tears sliding down my cheeks and I don't even try to hide it. "Okay. I'll, um, I'll see you later?"
Julie: "I live here, not goin anywhere." I say softly as I turn back to putting things away.
Faith "Me too," I say softly. "I love you," I whisper, turning to walk away.
Julie: "I love you too..." I mumble but not loud enough for her to hear.
Faith I walk out the door, feeling like I'm going to vomit. I go to the training room, I either need to kill something or throw myself on a sword.
Julie: I immediatly melt to the floor sobbing holding the bear she gave me. Why did this have to be so hard.
Groo: I see Faith running out of our bedroom, she appears to be crying. I enter our bedroom with the large tray of food, hearing Julie in the closet. "My love, what has happened?" I ask gently.
Julie: "Nothing.." I say wiping the tears away and forcing the pain to fade....God I am good. "I am fine."
Groo: I pick her up gently, cradling her in my arms. "Something has happened with Faith, yes?"
Julie: Forcing a smile "Faith? Faith who?" I ask not hiding the bitter well.
Groo: I kiss her forehead gently, rocking her as I sit on the bed. "I am so sorry my love."
Julie: Nothing to be sorry about, just someone I thought I could trust I couldn't...its no big really." I say not even realizing I had thrown some of the food across the room in anger. "Oops."
Groo: "It is all right. You are allowed to be angry and hurt," I say softly.
Julie: "Can I be alone...for a bit please?"
Groo: I nod. "Please try to eat something."
Julie: "Ok" I say
Groo: "Please call me if you need me," I say, kissing her forehead softly before walking out of the room.
Julie: I try to eat something but it only makes me sick. I throw the food across the room and curl up on the bed sobbing as I clutch my bear.
Groo: I sit on the stairs just outside our bedroom, hearing her throwing things and crying. I give her another moment and go back into the room. I do not say anything as I walk to the bed and hold her gently.
Julie: I cling to him crying. "He told her no"
Groo: I hold her tightly, stroking her back lovingly. "I assumed as much," I say, my heart breaking for her.
Julie: "I don't blame him..."
Groo: "Why not? I love you and I wish to see you happy," I say softly.
Julie: "Why should he have to share....I wouldn't share you."
Groo: "Ah, I understand. However, I do not veiw it as sharing. You do not love me any less because you love her," I say sincerely. "I suppose not everyone is as open."
Julie: "I guess" I say "I don't want to talk."
Groo: "No talking, just love and support," I say honestly, rocking her slightly in my arms.
Julie: I close my eyes clinging to him and the bear tears falling. I hate this.
Groo: I hum softly as I hold her. It is new for me, this music, but it seems to be soothing.
Julie: I rush from the bathroom and out the door to find Groo sitting on t he stairs. "Groo." I whisper.
Groo: "My sweet Julie," I say, standing up as I see her face. "Are you all right my love?" I ask, very concerned.
Julie: "He isn't you..." I admit "I...I can't be with him....if that means I can't do that with Faith...i can deal with that."
Groo: "Did he harm you?" I ask gently, wrapping my arms protectively around her.
Julie: "No...he was amazing..just not you." I say "I felt so guilty."
Groo: "Why did you feel guilty, my love?" I ask softly "I am here for you."
Julie: "Because he isn't you. I want to be with you, only you...well and Faith, but I know he won't let me be with her..I know now that I can deal with that...I want you."
Groo: "You do not know that, my love. We will deal with that when the time comes," I say gently to her. "I love you, my sweet Julie, you are my girl, always."
Julie: "I am" I say softly.
Groo: I sit back down on the stairs, pulling her onto my lap and cradling her. "I know, I am glad of this."
Julie: "Groo" I moan out "Please, will you take me again." I ask softly
Groo: "Oh yes, my love. But, I do not think we should do it here on the stairs," I say with a smile, kissing her passionatly as I stand with her still in my arms.
Julie: "We can't in our room." I say with a smile, then my eyes widen. "C..Can we in the other training room?"
Groo: I groan softly. "I would very much enjoy that if it is acceptable to you," I say with a smile.
Julie: "As long as we lock the door." I add
Groo: "Of course, my love," I say with a grin, walking down the stairs with her still in my arms.
Julie: I cling to him, me only in a robe.
Groo: I walk into the training room, locking the door behind us. I look around the room, seeing a pile of mats stacked along one wall. I walk over to it and gently place her on them.
Julie: "Not here" I say wickedly as I point to the pummel horse "Over there"
Groo: "Oh god Julie," I groan, picking her up and carrying her to the pommel horse, sliding her robe open as I slide my hands over her body.
Julie: I slide the robe off and turn around, bending over seductivly.
Groo: "Oh my god," I gasp, running my hands over her firm bottom and back.
Julie: I tremble to his touch, his soft, strong hands working over my skin. "I love you."
Groo: "You are so amazingly beautiful, my love," I say, unfastening my pants, sliding them down along with my boxers as I rub the head of my hardness against her lips.
Julie: I stop him "No" I say "Not there" I plead
Groo: "Oh god, are you certain?" I ask. I have never done this before, I am unsure of how to approach it.
Julie: "I am positive." I say "B...But you may need some lube."
Groo: I smile and bend over, kissing her spine. "I am certain I can assist with that," I say as I trail kisses down her back, over her firm cheeks, then inbetween them.
Julie: I gasp in shock. "Oh Groo"
Groo: "Do you wish me to stop?" I ask, sliding my tongue along her crevice, sliding all the way down to her clit before sliding back up to her tight pucker.
Julie: "No, Don't" I say pleadingly. "I need you."
Groo: I moan softly, pressing my tongue against her tight hole, licking deeply.
Julie: my body shivers when he does that, I would think it gross before, but if he enjoys it who am I to complain.
Groo: I trail one hand up her leg, sliding my fingers against her slick curls, my fingers pressing gently into her.
Julie: I cry out as he does that. "Oh God Groo" I say "Fuck me" I plead
Groo: I stand up, removing my fingers, stroking her slick juices around my shaft. I place the head against her tight pucker, pressing forward slowly, gently, allowing her time to become used to my girth.
Julie: My eyes roll back in my head as he slides into me. "Oh Groo" I gasp out
Groo: I slide in up to my head, feeling the tight ring of muscles loosen around me. "Julie," I groan, reaching under her to press my fingers gently against her clit, stroking her in a circular motion.
Julie: My body shudders to his touch. "Oh Groo" I cry out "You are amazing"
Groo: I tremble, feeling her muscles squeeze me tightly. "I have never felt anything even close to how I feel with you," I moan, pushing in slowly, allowing her to take me deeper.
Julie: I press back against him then pull forward onto his fingers, I was lost in the amazing feeling this was sending through my body.
Groo: I gasp as she presses back against me, taking me almost completely inside her tightness. "Oh my sweet Julie," I moan, stroking her clit harder.
Julie: "I want to cum" I cry out as I feel him deep inside me. "Please oh god please"
Groo: I chuckle, "Not yet, my love, I want you to wait for me," I say, starting to thrust in and out of her tightness.
Julie: "Yes Sir" i say loudly as I pull back off his fingers pressing against his hardness. "I love you Master" Did I just call him Master?
Groo: "God!" I cry out, my arousal sky rocketing as she calls me Master. I use one hand to smack her firm bottom as I thrust hard and deep into her.
Julie: I scream when he spanks me "Oh again please..." I plead
Groo: I groan loudly, slapping her other cheek a bit harder, pressing my fingers against her clit again.
Julie: I scream again. "Master" I cry out again "I love you."
Groo: "Cum for me, Julie," I breathe against her ear, smacking her bottom hard as I thrust deep into her, my testicles slapping against her wet lips.
Julie: "Yes Master" I say as I thrust forward on his fingers and cum all over his hand
Groo: I thrust into her once more, feeling her warm juices slick my hand, crying out loudly as I climax deep inside her.
Julie: "I love you" I moan out my body convulsing in sheer pleasure.
Groo: I hold her hips still, sliding slowly and gently out of her tight back entrance. I release her hips, pulling her against me as I wrap my arms around her. "I love you so much, you are so amazing."
Julie: "No Master...You are" I can't stop calling him that.
Groo: I turn her gently in my arms, facing her. "I love you, Julie. So much more than any words I know from two dimensions can express," I say, looking into her eyes. They are almost green in her blissfull state.
Julie: I rest my head against his body. "I love you" I whisper.
Groo: I pick her up, cradling her in my arms as I walk over to the large stack of mats, sitting down on them. "You are my beautiful girl," I say as I kiss her gently.
Julie: "Always?" I ask needing afirmations
Groo: "Always and forever, in this life and the next," I say honestly.
Julie: tears fall "I love you"
Groo: "And I love you," I say, gently wiping the tears from her cheeks.
Julie: I kiss him softly. "Were you mad...about me being with him?"
Groo: I return her kiss and smile. "I was not angry. I wish you to be happy, my love."
Julie: "I can't be that when I am not with you." I admit "I mean Faith awakens somethin me, but only you can make me this happy."
Groo: I cannot help but smile when she says that. "I must admit I am a bit pleased to hear that," I say with a slight blush. I do not consider myself to be a jealous person, but it makes me feel good to know that only I can make her feel this way.
Julie: "It will always be that way."
Groo: "I know it will, you're my girl, only my girl," I say, kissing her tenderly.
Julie: I kiss you back as I pull closer to you.
Groo: I pull her close to me, cradling her, looking into her eyes, showing her all the love I have for her.