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Edward: I heard sobbing and things being thrown from Faith's room. Rupert informed me she was home, but didn't say what had happened if he had known. I couldn't bear it, I had to check on her. I knocked on the door. "Faith?"
Faith: I clench my teeth and take another long drink from the bottle. "Who the fuck is it?" I call bitterly.
Edward: I don't care, I walk in. "Faith, what is wrong?"
Faith: I look at him with a tear streaked face. "Whatever would make you think something was wrong?" I ask sarcastically.
Edward: "Dear lord," I say as I move over to you, sitting next to you. "What happened?"
Faith: I take another long drink from the bottle and hug my knees up to my chest beneath Brandon's shirt. "Nothing. Nothing will ever happen ever again."
Edward: I take the bottle from you. "Stop it," I say firmly. "I need you tell me what happened."
Faith: "The fuck?" I ask as you take the bottle from me. I grab my cigarettes and light one, taking a long drag. "Well, his sister wasn't dead."
Edward: "And this means what?" I ask taking the cigarette from you
Faith: "Give it back," I say sharply.
Edward: "Not a chance," I say firmly, "Now talk to me."
Faith: I shrug and light another one. "Fine. I honestly don't know what it means. All I know is that he went to find her, wouldn't let me go, came back covered in blood and then..." I trail off as I shrug.
Edward: "Bloody Hell woman!" I say as I take another cigarette from you. "Stop this Now!"
Faith: "What the fuck's wrong with you??!" I ask, hoping off the bed and taking one of the cigarettes back from you.
Edward: I leap up and press you against the wall taking the cigarette back from you. "Have you been ill again since we last talked?"
Faith: “Yeah? So?" I ask bitterly.
Edward: “My fear is that it is not a stomach virus and this behavior can cause more damage, now, stop this and talk to me."
Faith: I look at you like you've grown another head. "You've obviously lost your marbles," I say, pushing you away from me and flopping down into one of the chairs.
Edward: "I am saner than you are at the moment." I say as I get a bottle of water from the mini fridge in the room.
Faith: "What the fuck ever, man. Everyone's saner than me," I say bitterly. While your back is turned I light another cigarette and take a long, deep drag.
Edward: "Do you believe I can't hear when my back is turned?" I ask as I walk over take the cigarette and the pack and lighter. "Now drink this and stop being a pain in my ass."
Faith: I yell in frustration. "You're the fucking pain in the ass," I say, jerking the bottle away from you and take a long drink from it. "Happy now?" I say with a sarcastic smirk.
Edward: I run my fingers through your hair. "I am a pain in the ass that cares too much for you to watch you kill yourself or your possible child...." and I have said too much, way to go.
Faith: "I'm not gonna fucking kill myself, Highlander," I spit, my guard up as I call you by the old nickname. "And I don't fucking have any kids, I figured all the shit about my life would tell you that."
Edward: "Faith" I whisper, "I believe your sickness is what is called morning sickness." I say concerned.
Faith: I laugh bitterly and shake my head. "No fucking way. You're in-fucking-sane, yo."
Edward: "Then take a test and prove me wrong." I say firmly
Faith: "What? You gonna pull one out of your ass?" I ask sarcastically. "I've been on fucking birth control since I was like 10, yo."
Edward: "Then you have nothing to be concerned about and you can have me committed." I say firmly as I hand you the water again. "First we are sobering you up, then we are going to talk and you are going to then have a test done."
Faith: "The committed part sounds about fucking right," I say, taking another drink of water. "What do you wanna talk about? The weather?"
Edward: "What the bloody hell Brandon did to you."
Faith: I look at you with dead eyes. "He didn't do anything," I say with a shrug.
Edward: "And I am the Queen Mum...Faith you would not be in this state if something hadn't happened."
Faith: “Didn't say nothing happened, said he didn't do anything to me," I say honestly as I shrug.
Edward: "Then what the bloody hell happened?"
Faith: "Look, it's not fucking important," I say, almost a growl. I don't realize I'm playing with the finger where my ring used to be.
Edward: I look down and don't see the ring. "Faith what happened?"
Faith: "I TOLD you, we went there, it wasn't her, he went and found her and came back."
Edward: I grab your hand and motion to your bare finger. "What did he do?"
Faith: I look at my hand and then down. "He said he didn't wanna come back with me, that's all," I say softly, feeling tears well up in my eyes again. Fuck if I'm gonna cry about it in front of you.
Edward: I place a hand on your cheek. "Faith..." I whisper now concerned.
Faith: I jerk my face away from your hand. "It's no big deal, yo," I say, not believing a damn word of it.
Edward: I grab your face and hold you in place. "Faith, Bloody hell, stop this."
Faith: I clench my jaw. "Stop what?"
Edward: "Stop wallowing and tell me the bloody truth."
Faith: "I AM telling you the truth," I say harshly. "And I don't fucking wallow," I add more softly.
Edward: "Then what do you call this Faith? And you are not telling me the whole truth..."
Faith: "What? You want a fucking blow by blow commentary?"
Edward: "I would like to know what he did to you."
Faith: "Isn't it fucking obvious??!"
Edward: "Not in the least."
Faith: I scoff. "And you call yourself a Watcher," I say. I know I'm just being mean but it's the only way I know to keep myself distanced.
Edward: I resist smacking you. "Faith, please" I say softly, almost begging.
Faith: I look up into your eyes at your soft tone, feeling the walls inside me cracking. "Please what?" I ask, almost a whisper.
Edward: "Stop pushing me away."
Faith: "I don't know how to do anything else," I say, swallowing hard around the lump in my throat. "I fuck up every single thing I touch."
Edward: "No you don't,” I whisper pulling you to me.
Faith: I gasp and throw my arms around you, clinging tightly to you. "I do, I do, it's all I'm good at. Killing and fucking and ruining peoples lives."
Edward: "Last time I checked you hadn't with myself or Julie."
Faith: "Give me time," I say bitterly.
Edward: "Dammit Faith" I say loudly "You are not going to push me away."
Faith: I jump slightly and pull away from you. "Not tryin' to, just bein' honest," I say, my emotions shielded.
Edward: I pull you back to me. "You aren't going to hurt me, I am certain of it." I say my fingers playing with your hair.
Faith: I scoff bitterly, just leaning against you. "Can I please have a cigarette now?" I ask, trying to sound nice.
Edward: “No" I say as I crush them and toss them in a nearby trashcan. "Not until I have been proven wrong."
Faith: "Fuck you."
Edward: "No dear" I say calmly. "I would just prefer to care for you."
Faith: "Then leave me alone," I say bitterly.
Edward: "Not going to do that" I say firmly. "You will never be alone again" I whisper almost inaudible.
Faith: "Please don't promise me that. Everything, everyone I care about, gets destroyed. Usually by me."
Edward: "I have made it clear I am not leaving you." I say firmly. "I am here till the day I die."
Faith: I look up into your eyes and search them for any trace of insincerity. Of course, it's not like I saw it in Brandon's when he told me he'd never leave me. I swallow hard as I feel tears welling up in my eyes again at the thought of him. "I can't make you leave," I say softly.
Edward: "No, You couldn't make me leave even if you killed me. I would still love you like the daughter I always longed for."
Faith: "D-daughter?" I ask, amazed that he doesn't want anything from me, it's hard to believe.
Edward: "Yes dear, Daughter. Both you and Julie" I whisper
Faith: "As long as we're not sisters, because, eww," I say.
Edward: I chuckle "No, Not sisters." I whisper
Faith: I nod and then look down again. "Where is she?" I ask softly.
Edward: "Who?" I ask confused
Faith: "Julie."
Edward: "I believe she is in her room with Groo." I whisper, "She has not been well lately."
Faith: "Is she okay?" I ask, afraid.
Edward: "Yes, just very tired." I say honestly
Faith: "Okay," I say softly. I'd really like to see her, but the last thing she needs is me if she's not feeling good.
Edward: "Would you like me to see if she is up to visitors?"
Faith: I shrug. "S'up to you. I'm not going anywhere."
Edward: "why don't you come with me, on the way I can make you some coffee." It isn't really a request.
Faith: I look up and roll my eyes. "You're just gonna drag my ass out of here if I say no, aren't ya?"
Edward: "No, However, you would wish to follow me when I stood to leave." I say with an evil grin.
Faith: I cock my eyebrow at you. "Or else what??"
Edward: I run my hand through your hair then latch on giving you a look.
Faith: I moan sassily and lick my lips. "Watch it, Daddy, your little girl may want more than you're willing to give," I say seductively. It's a defense mechanism, I know, but it's so easy to fall back into what's familiar.
Edward: "Faith, stop this. I don't want that from you. I want the woman you are now, the daughter to me you will always be."
Faith: I jerk my head away. "Yeah, well, you'd be the first."
Edward: "That is my point Faith. I am not the person you think I am, you aren't going to have what you have in the past.. Please let me show you that."
Faith: I run my hand through my hair and pull my knees up to my chest. "I'm sorry, Edward."
Edward: "Don't apologize,” I whisper pulling you to me. "Let's go get something to eat and coffee, then I will find Julie for you."
Faith: "M'not hungry, but I'd take some coffee. Can you bring it up here though? I really don't wanna face anybody else," I ask softly, sounding like a little kid.
Edward: "No, you need to come with me, and you need to eat something." I say firmly
Faith: "Why?" I ask, my eyes pleading.
Edward: "Because you can't hide in this room forever." I explain. "I will be with you."
Faith: I sigh and resign myself to the fact that you won't back down on this. "Okay," I say softly, standing up from the chair and pulling my hair back in a ponytail.
Edward: I put an arm around you and lead you from the room. I want to show you a love you have never seen. A no strings attached, fatherly love.
Faith: I feel myself lean into your arm and let you direct me. I feel all numb inside and I don't even care where we're going right now, it just feels better not to hurt so damn much.
Edward: I lead you to the kitchen and sit you down. "Just relax,” I whisper as I kiss the top of your head.
Faith: I sit down in the chair and pull my knees up, hugging them tight. "I'll try," I say softly.
Edward: "Its alright" I whisper as I make you some soup and a sandwich. Simple and perfect if your stomach is still upset.
Faith: I look at the food and for the first time in my life I don't even want it. "Thanks," I say softly.
Edward: "Please eat something,” I plead.
Faith: "I'm honestly not hungry," I say with a shrug. "You know I'm a girl that likes to eat."
Edward: "Yes I know this, but you need to eat something...please." I plead once more.
Faith: I look up at you. "Will it make you worry less?" I ask flatly.
Edward: "Yes" I whisper
Faith: I sigh and take the bowl of soup. "Okay then."
Edward: "Thank you,” I whisper as I place the plate in front of you as well. "Just a couple bites and I will leave you alone...for at least 4 hours.
Faith: As soon as the first bite of soup hits my stomach, I realize how fucking hungry I am. It occurs to me that I haven't had anything other than alcohol and cigarettes for about a day, maybe longer. "You don't gotta leave me alone," I say softly, picking up the sandwich and taking a big bite. "But ya can if you want to."
Edward: “I didn't mean physically alone" I look into your eyes. "Only meant I wouldn't bother you"
Faith: “You don't bother me," I admit softly.
Edward: I hug you gently. "Good."
Faith: I lay my head against you as you hug me, but don't really hug you back. "Thanks."
Edward: I pick up the spoon and carefully lift it to your lips as the soup sits unspilled, waiting for you to eat it.
Faith: I take the bite from you and swallow, feeling the warmth flow through me. I take another bite from the sandwich and sigh. "Could I get something to drink?" I ask softly.
Edward: I nod and get you a bottle of water and return to sit next to you.
Faith: "Thanks," I say softly, devouring the rest of the meal. "Guess I was hungry," I say with a shrug.
Edward: "Would you eat more if I made it?" I ask
Faith: "Probably," I say with a blush.
Edward: I smile as I make you something a bit more filling. I make a salad for both of us as well as another sandwich for you and one for me. "How about this."
Faith: "Looks good. Thanks," I say, digging into the salad. I hope I can keep it down. I haven't thrown up since New York and I'm kind of dreading it.
Edward: I watch you eat and eat as well. "Would you like me to go find Julie?"
Faith: I shrug. "If she's not feeling good..." I say softly. I want nothing more right now than to see her, to curl up in her arms, but I don't want to make things harder for her.
Edward: "You finished eating?" I ask as I finish my sandwich.
Faith: I look at both of the empty plates. "Yeah, much more and I might boot."
Edward: "Boot?" I ask confused.
Faith: "Throw up," I say with a chuckle.
Edward: "Why didn't you just say that?” I ask with a small chuckle as I clear away the dishes. "Let us go find Julie."
Faith: "If you think that's best," I say softly, still unsure of what I should do.
Edward: "I do now lets go,” I say as I lead you upstairs.
Faith: "Okay," I say, following you, looking down. I'm afraid that the second I see her I'm going to dissolve into a sobbing mess.
Edward: I hold you close as we walk to Julie and Groo's room. I see the door cracked so I peek in and Julie is lying in bed and I think she is counting the divits in the ceiling..Good lord.
Faith: "She's busy," I say softly.
Edward: "She is staring at the ceiling and I believe counting the divits, I believe she has time for you." I say firmly "Julie..." I whisper "You up for a visitor?"
Julie: I jump about ten miles and look at the door. "Umm, yeah, I..I was resting I swear."
Faith: “You look bored out of your mind," I say softly.
Julie: Screw resting, Faith just walked in. I sit up. "I am, and please god tell me you are going to stay cause, really, I can only stare at the ceiling for so long."
Faith: I shrug and walk over beside you. "Anything you want," I say softly.
Julie: I instantly know something is wrong. "What’s wrong?" I ask worried.
Edward: "Why don't I let you girls talk?"
Faith: I shrug and look over at Edward thankfully.
Edward: "Faith, I will be close, just talk and don't worry about anything." I say as I walk out closing the door.
Faith: “Thanks," I say to his retreating form.
Julie: "You're a bad liar,” I whisper as I pull you to me. "Now talk to me."
Faith: I swallow hard and lean against you. "Are you feeling okay? Edward said you've been feeling shitty," I say, trying to change the subject.
Julie: "Just an upset stomach, please don't change the subject on me."
Faith: I place my hand on your stomach. "I know what you mean. I think I'm dying," I say softly, feeling tears well up in my eyes.
Julie: I look at you as if you grew a third head. "What do you mean dying?" I ask
Faith: I shrug and feel the tears slip down my cheeks. "He's gone," I whisper.
Julie: "Who is?" I ask confused.
Faith: "X," I say softly.
Julie: "What happened?" I ask suddenly ready to hurt him.
Faith: I lay my head down on your lap, wrapping my arms tightly around your waist. "We went to New York to bury his sister but she wasn't dead and he went to go find her and when he came back he broke up with me," I say all in one breath.
Julie: I run my fingers through your hair. "I'll kill him." I mutter.
Faith: "You won't have to, I'll never see him again, stupid fucker. I can't believe I was so fucking STUPID to believe his lies."
Julie: I make you look at me. "I believed them and I am the least trusting person there is...its a wonder I trust Master."
Faith: "He said he never loved me, Julie, that it was all a game, said all I was to him was a good fuck, that he gave me the ring to keep me away from you. He's got another girlfriend in New York and she wants to get back together with him."
Julie: "Wait...what ring?" I ask confused.
Faith: I start to cry harder, my tears soaking your lap. "He fucking proposed to me, said he wanted to have kids with me, wanted to marry me," I say through sobs.
Julie: "and he said all that to keep you from me? He had to know that you wouldn't stop talking to me..." I whisper. I knew he hated me, but not on that level...something about this isn't right.
Faith: "I don't know, that's just what he said. He was so cold, Julie, I don't even know him. I mean, I know I've done some fucked up shit in my life, but I've never felt like this, I think I'm dying," I say, clinging to you.
Julie: "You aren't dying...I won't allow it...well as much as I can allow things."
Faith: "I'm too mean to die," I say softly.
Julie: "Exactly" I say with a smile "And you are my only friend, if you die I have no friends but Groo and he gets annoying sometimes." I joke.
Faith: "You're my only friend period. Well, you and Edward," I say softly.
Julie: I make you sit up and I look you in the eyes before leaning in and kissing you with everything I have. "I love you" I whisper "And you aren't going to die, you got that?" I say almost desperately.
Faith: I wrap my arms tightly around you and kiss you back hard. "Got it," I say softly. "Promise me you aren't playing me like he did," I plead.
Julie: "I wouldn't dream of it" I whisper as I caress you. "Wh..Why don't we take a bath...that’s relaxing isn't it?"
Faith: I shrug. "I don't even know anything anymore. Just please let me stay with you for a while, I mean, till Groo gets back or whatever. Our room, I mean, my room, still smells like him."
Julie: I get up and help you up as well. "Come on" I whisper as I lead you to the bathroom where I run a hot bath. I slowly undress you and climb in the tub with you letting you lay back against me.
Faith: I close my eyes and just feel this intimacy, this love, trying to stop the tears. I lean back against you and slide my hands along your legs as I sit between them. "I do love you, Julie."
Julie: "I love you too,” I whisper as I slowly wash your body. "I always will...and yes you can stay a while, even if Groo comes back." I whisper
Faith: I sigh softly, letting the tears run down my face. At least I'm not sobbing anymore. "It's okay, Jules, I don't wanna bust in on your thing."
Julie: "You aren't." I say honestly. "Please let me take care of you."
Faith: "Why are you so good to me?" I ask softly.
Julie: "Because I love you...because you are the first friend I had...because you helped save me."
Faith: "Guess it's your turn to save me now, huh?" I ask, turning my head to look at you over my shoulder.
Julie: "You don't need saving." I say softly "You need love."
Faith: I look down and nod. "S'all I've ever wanted really," I admit softly.
Julie: "Its what you deserve." I whisper
Faith: "Don't know if I entirely believe that, but I'll take it if you're willing to give it," I say, feeling raw and open and vulnerable. When did I get so soft?
Julie: I kiss your neck and caress your body. "Faith" I whisper, "What do you believe you deserve?"
Faith: “To be alone, to never be loved, to die in a fight with some kind of demon that can finally best me."
Julie: "Why?" I ask horrified that you believe this.
Faith: I shrug, "Why not? It's what I deserve after the life I've lived."
Julie: "May I show you what you deserve?" I ask
Faith: "Yeah, I mean, if you wanna," I say softly.
Julie: "I want to" I whisper against your ear as I take the bath sponge and slowly wash your body, taking my time to enjoy each inch of your body.
Faith: I can't help but relax under your touch, cleaning the smoke and liquor from my skin. "You make me feel like more than a murderer," I say softly.
Julie: "You are more than that Faith." I say softly "You are a gorgeous woman, you are a slayer, you are the woman I love."
Faith: "You're the woman I love," I say, taking a deep, shuddering breath. "I don't know what I'd do without you, baby."
Julie: "You won't have to find out." I whisper
Faith: I turn in your lap and face you. "Promise me?" I ask, feeling pathetic.
Julie: "I promise, as much as I can control, you will always have me."
Faith: "That's good enough for me," I say softly, wrapping my arms around you and leaning against your shoulder.
Julie: I wash your back as I hold you to me. "I love you,” I whisper.
Faith: I moan softly, curling my back to press against your hand. "I love you Julie."
Julie: "I love you too,” I whisper
Faith: "This is nice," I say, leaning against you.
Julie: I kiss your neck "I am glad you like it."
Faith: I moan softly, tilting my head for you. "I do. I don't deserve it, but I do," I say softly, my hands caressing your back gently.
Julie: I make you look at me. "Remember when you made me believe I deserved to have you and Groo?" I ask
Faith: I nod and look down. "Yeah, I remember."
Julie: "Do you think you are less deserving than me? Me who has been with more men then you could ever dream of?" I ask as I caress your leg under the water.
Faith: "I have been too, Jules. But I guess not. I mean, you're amazing, you deserve everything good."
Julie: "And so do you." I say firmly "You deserve just as much as I do." I kiss you once more on the neck and whisper against your ear. "Just trust me ok."
Faith: I shiver a bit as your breath runs across my ear. "I trust you, baby."
Julie: "Good." I say softly, my hand holding the sponge as it moves up your body, squeezing it over your breasts. "You are so pretty."
Faith: I moan and arch my back slightly. "You're beautiful, you make me feel pretty," I say softly.
Julie: I roll my eyes when you say that, but you can't see me. "Faith, you are gorgeous, you should believe that."
Faith: "I'll try," I say with a small smile. "I want to believe it, I mean, I know I'm sexy, but there's a difference, ya know?"
Julie: "No there isn't,” I say "You are gorgeous so therefore you are sexy."
Faith: I blush slightly and kiss you gently. "You're a sweet talker."
Julie: "I say the truth,” I say taking my time to wash your body. "I love you..."
Faith: I feel myself relaxing under your touch, closing my eyes and just feeling this, allowing myself to be cared for. "I love you too, Julie."
Julie: "I am gonna kick his ass though" I say matter of factly.
Faith: I sigh quietly. "As much as I appreciate that, I really doubt I'll ever see him again," I say softly.
Julie: "You are doubting my tenacity." I say with pride.
Faith: I can't help but chuckle at that. "Never, Jules. But really, it won't make anything better," I say with a shrug.
Julie: "It will hurt him and that’s always fun."
Faith: My eyes widen. "Wow, you've got a protective streak, don't you?" I ask, touching your cheek softly.
Julie: "Only when its important."
Faith: "I'm that important?" I ask honestly. I don't feel as if I need protection, he can't possibly hurt me more than he already has.
Julie: I turn you around and look in your eyes just before leaning in and kissing you passionately. "Yes, you are that important."
Faith: I wrap my arms around you tightly, kissing you back. "I love you so much, Julie, I don't know what I'd do without you," I say softly, my voice catching in my throat.
Julie: I caress your cheek. "You don't have to worry about that." I say as I finish washing you. "Why don't we get out, maybe relax some?"
Faith: I nod and smile, "Okay, that sounds nice," I say as I stand.
Julie: I stand up and let the water out of the tub and grab our towels.
Faith: I take one of the towels from you, wrapping it around me after drying off quickly. "I know you're not feeling all that well and I really appreciate you taking the time to spend with me," I say softly.
Julie: "I could be dying and I would still take time to take care of you." I say truthfully as I wrap my towel around me and lead you to the bed.
Faith: I follow you, my fingers laced in yours. "I think that's the most amazing thing anyone has ever said to me," I say softly, wrapping my arms around your waist.
Julie: I feel dizzy so I lay down with you. "Only because it’s true."
Faith: "Only because you're an amazingly awesome woman," I say as I lay my head on the pillow beside yours.
Julie: I roll my eyes with a smile. "Not so much, but thank you."
Faith: “Hey, if I'm gonna trust you, you gotta trust me, yeah?" I ask as I slide my hand over your hip.
Julie: "Yes Ma'am" I joke.
Faith: I chuckle and scoot closer to you, loving the way we feel laying together. "Smart ass."
Julie: "Yeah and?" I ask with a giggle."
Faith: "Guess that's just one other thing I love about ya," I say as I kiss your cheek.
Julie: I smile as you do that. Something about the way you are with me...It makes me feel good as good as it makes you feel.
Faith: I close my eyes and lean in to kiss your smile softly. "What'd I do to deserve that?"
Julie: "Deserve what?" I ask confused
Faith: "That gorgeous smile," I say as I slide your hair back over your back.
Julie: I shrug "You didn't do anything..."
Faith: "I love it when you smile anyway, even if I don't cause it," I say with a smile of my own.
Julie: "You are such a dork,” I say with a giggle
Faith: "You're the only one that can get away with calling me that, Jules," I tease, leaning forward to kiss your neck softly.
Julie: I moan a bit when you do that. "Yeah well, I am special like that."
Faith: I shiver slightly at your moan, "You are, so fucking special."
Julie: "No more than you" I whisper
Faith: "Guess we're both lucky then, huh?"
Julie: "Yes, yes we are"
Faith: "So, what do you want to do now?" I ask softly.
Julie: I run my hands over your body as I kiss you. "I don't know."
Faith: I cock my eyebrow and press my body against yours. "Seems like you've got some kind of idea," I tease, kissing you back.
Julie: "None at all" I say as I moan to your touch.
Faith: "Uh huh," I say with a smile, sliding my hands down over your back and ass, squeezing it softly.
Julie: I moan a bit at that. "Oh Faith" I moan
Faith: "God I love it when you say my name like that," I say, kissing your neck again.
Julie: "Do you?” I ask. "What if I say it again?"
Faith: "I might have to make love to you," I say huskily, kissing down over your collarbone.
Julie: "Hmmm" I moan "Faith" I add at the end of my moan.
Faith: "Fuck Julie," I say, kissing down over your breast, taking your nipple into my mouth as my hands travel over your back, massaging gently.
Julie: I arch my back to you. "Faith" I moan
Faith: "I've missed you, I feel like I haven't seen you in weeks," I say as I kiss over your breasts softly and slowly.
Julie: I moan happily "I love you" I declare.
Faith: "Lucky me," I say with a smile, kissing back up your neck and nipping at your bottom lip.
Julie: "I would say so." I say with a giggle and a moan.
Faith: "And I love you too," I say with a smile, kissing you passionately as I slide my hand over your breast.
Julie: I gasp through the kiss as my body inadvertently convulses.
Faith: I look up into your eyes, "Is that a good reaction or a bad?" I ask, brushing my fingertips over your hard nipple.
Julie: My eyes roll back in my head. "Oh God Yes!"
Faith: I chuckle and lean down again, kissing down over your neck, nipping the skin gently as I go down, taking your other nipple into my mouth, sucking softly.
Julie: I writhe as you do this, it isn't normal for me to react like this, its insane. "Faith" I moan "The things you do to me."
Faith: I tremble and look up into your eyes, "You make me feel alive, Julie," I say softly before flicking your nipple with the tip of my tongue.
Julie: "I do?" I ask as I look at you shock in my eyes.
Faith: I nod and slide up to kiss you again. "You do, somehow you melt all the walls inside me," I say honestly, my hands moving over your breasts and stomach.
Julie: "Faith" I whisper, "Please don't stop,” I plead. I need you as much as you need me.
Faith: "I won't, I promise," I say, my fingers gently pulling on your nipples. "Won't stop till you beg me to," I say with a wicked grin.
Julie: "Oh really now?" I ask with a giggle
Faith: "Definitely," I say with a broad smile. I kiss softly over your chest, taking my time, just tasting you, feeling you. My mouth finally reaches your nipple again and I swirl my tongue around it.
Julie: I whimper, it’s like my whole body is on fire.
Faith: "Tell me what you want, baby," I say softly, kissing down over your stomach before teasing your belly button with my tongue and kissing back up to your breasts.
Julie: “You" I moan.
Faith: "Mmm, but you have me, I'm practically your prisoner," I tease, sliding one of my hands down to stroke over your thigh.
Julie: "No, I think I am yours, powerless to your touch." I explain
Faith: I giggle, "I'll keep that in mind," I say, sliding my fingertips over the inside of your thighs. "I love you, the way you feel, the way you taste, the way you smell, the way you look, god everything about you, Jules."
Julie: "that’s a lot to love" I joke through my moan. "Please don't tease." I beg
Faith: "And it's all true," I say with a smile, kissing down your body again. I pause at your center, kissing your thighs and nipping them softly.
Julie: "Thank you,” I moan happily.
Faith: "Mmm, you're welcome," I say with a smile, nudging your thighs apart gently with my chin, my hands still roaming over your firm breasts.
Julie: I press up against you, hoping to make you take me faster.
Faith: "In a hurry baby?" I tease, sliding just the tip of my tongue across your slit.
Julie: I cry out "Yes" I say honestly
Faith: "Oh, do you have somewhere to go?" I ask, kissing the soft triangle of hair covering your mound. "I can stop if you like, I mean, if you need to be somewhere else," I tease.
Julie: "No... I just want you to fucking take me, or I am going to explode!" Oh My God, did I just say that?
Faith: "Oh holy fuck," I moan, diving down and sliding my tongue hard between your slit, making long slow licks over your clit as my hands gently massage your breasts.
Julie: I scream as you do that. "FAITH" I scream out. "I love you."
Faith: I moan and suck gently on your clit, sliding my hands over your body, teasing your nipples. I slide my tongue down to taste you, moaning at how you taste and feel before moving back up to suck on your clit gently again.
Julie: I buck my hips pressing against you.
Faith: "Mmm," I moan against you, sliding my hands down to grip your thighs, pressing my tongue into you again, swirling it around your tightness.
Julie: I try to fight against your hold. "Oh God, The things you do to me." I cry out.
Faith: "Fuck that's so sexy," I moan, pressing my fingers into your thighs to keep you still. I plunge my tongue back between your folds, circling my tongue around your clit, sucking it harder as I hold it gently with my teeth.
Julie: I hold out, not knowing if I can cum or not. My body begging to release, but my mind not allowing it.
Faith: I can feel your body trembling slightly, your thigh muscles tensed. I slide one hand down beneath my mouth, sliding two fingers into your wetness, moaning as I feel your walls clench down.
Julie: I whimper, longing for a release, but unable to allow it. "Faith"
Faith: "Mmm?" I moan questioningly against your clit as I suck on it hard, curling my fingers inside you to brush against your g-spot.
Julie: I writhe almost screaming in need. "Oh God!"
Faith: I lift up slightly off your clit, looking up at your face. "Cum for me Julie," I order huskily, sucking on your clit again hard.
Julie: It was all I needed to hear, with that I scream out and cum.
Faith: I moan loudly, sliding the length of my tongue along your clit as you ride out your orgasm, my fingers moving gently inside you, trembling as I feel you cum for me.
Julie: I let out guttural moans and yells as I ride out my orgasm when it is over I collapse to the bed.
Faith: I slowly slide my fingers out, licking my tongue over all your folds, moaning softly as I taste you before licking my fingers clean as well. "Fuck, I love the way you taste."
Julie: Unable to form coherent words I moan and lay there, a pile of Julie mush.
Faith: I giggle as I see you limp against the bed. I slide up your body and hug you to me, kissing your forehead softly.
Julie: I whimper in pure ecstasy. "Love You"
Faith: "I love you too, Julie," I say softly, smiling as I stroke your back softly.
Julie: I kiss you deeply, tasting myself on you. "You are amazing."
Faith: "Mmmm, I love you, you are so fucking gorgeous when you cum," I say, trembling as you taste yourself on me.
Julie: "Thank you,” I whispered as I lay there in heaven. "I love you."
Faith: "Thank you, Julie," I say as I stroke your back gently. "I love you too."
Julie: I move to kiss you, my hands running over your body.
Faith: I shiver as you touch me, leaning into the kiss with a soft moan.
Julie: "You like that?" I ask my hand sliding up to cup your breast and massage. "I can stop if you don't."
Faith: "God, Jules, please don't stop," I whimper, arching my back against your hand.
Julie: "Stop....Ok" I say as I pull back, testing you.
Faith: "Julie!" I groan, gripping your back to pull you against me.
Julie: "You said stop." I joke as my fingers trail over your stomach.
Faith: I scowl and whimper slightly. "Please, baby, I need you."
Julie: "Oh, now you need me." I say mocking a bit. "Ok, then I will give you what you need." I follow that with a kiss down your body.
Faith: "I always need you," I gasp, my skin tingling as your lips trail down it.
Julie: I kiss my way down your body, stopping momentarily to focus on your breasts. "Mmm, you taste good."
Faith: "Oh god, Julie," I moan, tangling my fingers in your hair as you lick and suck on my hardening nipples.
Julie: I move down from your breasts, my tongue trailing over your stomach.