Tonight's been a bit on the emotionally draining side. I reached the only sane conclusion available to me. I'd been pondering it for days (well, weeks really). When you're colorfully told of being kissed yet see no steps being taken to achieve that goal.... When you're told that you're someone's priority and that this same someone cares about ( Read more... )

Geeze, who would've though my life would get so complicated (and frustrating) so quickly. Work is going pretty well. Easter was good. Grandma didn't do anything this year. It was kind of a bummer, but what can you expect. We were all together the week before for the funeral. At least I got to spend Saturday with grandma, just mostly me and ( Read more... )

Don't worry. It's not you, it's me. You're good, but I'll just end up being a jerk to you, it's fated to happen. I'm really sorry. If the world were different and we were all truly open to participate as free beings, then things could be different... at least then there'd be a chance, no guarantees though. But this sucks because this is a ( Read more... )

You gotta love Mr. Lou Dobbs. Regardless of whether you agree with him, he really sticks it to people at times. He also describes things really clearly. His viewers seem to be intelligent as well. It's always refreshing to catch his show ( Read more... )

All during this past week, I slept a lot, at least 8 hours but really more like 8.5-10. It turned out to be really bad for me. 1) It made the day go by more slowly 2) My brain was a sleep so much that it was now tired because of all the sleeping. 3) I found it harder to focus on things in a way. I was thinking a lot of things but they didn' ( Read more... )

I feel really good about things. Sometimes you can look ahead and see really good things lying in wait; that's SORTA how I feel now. Sometimes you're really surrounded by negativity that you know won't last long. Regardless, it can still bring you down with facility. It was really warm last weekend and earlier this week. It's got me thinking ( Read more... )

She doesn't deserve what she's getting put through. One day she'll be gone; it's inevitable, but who knows when that day'll be? I don't want her to go, but I don't want her to suffer either. I love her so much. She's shared so much wisdom and only has goodness in her heart. I honestly know what my life would be like without her. Hopefully, I ( Read more... )

I received the first part of my payment to move out of the apartment ( Read more... )

Oh geeze. So now I have to go to another meeting about moving out tomorrow night. This one doesn't start until 7:30 though. I wonder if part of the late start is so that they can 'convince' people to make it not last as long (even if it goes until the same time, it'll be an hour shorter). It's getting a little annoying. I got a call from a ( Read more... )

Okay, so I didn't call the specialist today to see what he had to say about my condition, but I did call the ultrasound people to ask them, why, nearly two months later, my report hadn't been given to the specialist or my primary care doctor. I also took all of the related papers to the rental office (except for my tax return, waiting for Dad to ( Read more... )