I am overwhelmingly frustrated. In all the categories of life that word applies to. I have decisions to make that I don't want to face
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Meee toooo. I dunno if you were still LJ-ing back then, but a while back I was writing blogs about how much I want to move to Colorado. Im 100% for it, and Matt is 100% against it. So Ive been thinking about just going. Literally. Just up and transferring out there. I know he would follow me. No questions asked. But at the same time, Im thinking about moving, I go out and look at houses to buy to keep myself stuck in Cincinnati. And I get excited about the houses. But why? Because its whats expected of me? To wanna get a house and get married and pop out a few babys and become a housewife drone? Am I going to be happy when I get a house? or am I still going to be depressed beyond belief about wanting to move to Denver? DO I really want to be married? I mean I love Matt, he's amazing, I dont doubt that we'll be together forever, but does that little piece of paper really mean that much? Do I even want kids? Or am I too selfish to have them?
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Im right there with ya. Your not alone :o)
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