Wow, my first email from a certified doctor.

Dear Charmie,
Hi!  Good to hear from you.  Have you been taking the Lexapro?  How are you doing over there in US?  I hope you can tell me more about how it has been for you over there.  That will help me assess the need to continue the Lexapro.  Do keep in touch.  Hope to hear from you soon.

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I don't know why I get motivated when I feel something like this. It's odd, I become stronger and meaner. Whenever this feeling occurs, it's either I want to do something honorable or I want to kill. Tangina. It's 10:20 AM and it's weird, I should have suicidal ideation but it's not happening. Oh well, I feel good because I've accomplished a lot ( Read more... )

University of California, Berkeley ( Read more... )

I want to make a table of my emotions in a day. I'm making this entry because I feel like crying. I don't know why I cry when my need of satisfaction is satisfied. Fuck. I know this is just normal. NORMAL. Just who the fuck can tell which one is normal or what? I want to repress the thought about it because I'm really normal and happy and they can ( Read more... )

I was so excited to email her. I can't believe I'm making friends with a psychiatrist. Anyway, I try to avoid the societal contraints that we should feel shame. I know she would help me answer a lot of questions and it makes me feel good. There's something that I would look forward to again ( Read more... )

The thought about the graduation suddenly occurred and I know I got down. It's 9:43 PM now here and it must be starting. I can't believe I liked to miss it and I know I have to fight whatever feeling I have. I think this will serve as a motivation, I mean I have to do something here. I need to do something that would make my stay worthwhile here. ( Read more... )

Lexapro (Escitalopram Oxalate) is a prescription medication for the treatment of depression. It is the newest antidepressant medication known as selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs). Lexapro helps to restore the brain's chemical balance by increasing the available supply of serotonin, a substance in the brain believed to influence mood.

Fuck. I don't know why I erased my recent entry. I don't know what's really happening to me but I know something is helping me. I don't know. I've been feeling this dizziness and I just found out that it's the fucking side effect. Fuck. I'm paranoid, what if it worsens ( Read more... )

To all mindfucks, you must like “The Aviator” the way I did and see yourselves in him as I did. There was this scene when he burned all his clothes, I remembered I wanted to do that and shit, there were so many scenes like the way he repeated words countless times shit, that is just me. I was laughing even if it wasn’t supposed to be funny. Fuck, I ( Read more... )