02/16/05. 6:25pm-8:00pm. Renaissance Restaurant. BEST time ever.

Punyeta. I wanna do it again. Shit. I’m doing it habitually. Pleasure of euphoria. I wanted to stay there until midnight but unfortunately the fucking waiter just depressed me for telling me that they were closing. Fuck, they close at 8:00. punyeta. I had nowhere to go. I can die ( Read more... )

Fuck. I guess I just had my first panic attack close to nervous breakdown. I GUESS. I was hysterical. Punyeta, I was so scared I had to call the psychologist. I am so laughing at myself right now. Very funny. I called up ateneo but that fuck told me they don’t have available psychologists. This is due to euphoria yesterday.

TOPIC: BOUNDS

Ms. ( Read more... )

Fuck. SAT is on March 12.

I am so nervous really. Raizza and I are gonna take it on the same date. It is the NEW SAT, ah man. I didn't know it's gonna be this soon. I wish I get into university but I'm concentrating more on DLSU's affiliate. This is euphoria! I might take the test in the States, so I have to be there after 4th quarter exams. Thanks ( Read more... )

I need to release this tension. Shit. I remembered a girl in school asking help from me for her college thing. What the fuck can I do for her? Common sense is not so common. I choose the people I help and unfortunately, it’s not her. Just why am I so mean lately? I AM JUST SO FUCKING ANNOYED! punyeta! get a life!

I need something to worship.

Review. Review. Review.

I feel like starting all over again. I need to take SAT and then get Student Visa. A long process! It means I’d have to sacrifice a year at DLSU. I should’ve thought of this before. I was out of my mind when I asked tita eva if it’s just okay for me to leave school early and not march because I have papers to do and I need ( Read more... )

I so need an American setting if not German. DLSU has an affiliate in the States. Only America can give me the best education.

ANIMO LASALLE!

I so knew debate would be this fun. I feel so accomplished. ANIMO LASALLE.

I want to go to college and study what only interests me and flunk what doesn’t. I read the outline of what I would be taking and I liked it, it’s more of Biology. I will be busy all day thinking what’s going on in my mind and my friend’s mind. I’m loving the idea. By the time I reach college, I will have my own laptop and i-pod, so going to DLSU ( Read more... )

You just can’t have fun when your mind tells you not to. I have been so bored lately and kept trying to be at least experimental for a month before I graduate. I don’t know what to call myself after all, I guess this is the result of my depression and I won’t be surprised if I have some sort of an incurable mental illness in the next 2 years or so ( Read more... )

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