why has my life turned so dramatic??? i swear its like a soap opera..id just like things to settle down. id like to find me ONE man and just be happy, or just be alone. cuz im happy right now which is CRAZY.. with or without a man. but now theres plenty in my life and i just need to narrow it down to one because i cant play anyone. i dont got it in ( Read more... )

i have to do whats best for me. i have to focus on myself from now on and not on the past, or how i used to feel, or how i used to love, because thats whats hurting me so badly. its not the fact that i still feel that way, its remembering how my heart used to skip beats and how my stomach used to turn circles. they dont do that anymore and they ( Read more... )

im torn.

life is stress free right now and i am enjoying it oh so very very much.

its amazing.

i hate men.

ive never been so completely confused and stressed and worried in my entire life. all in one week ( Read more... )

i honestly dont think i can allow myself to be happy ( Read more... )

well everyone.. a special announcement ( Read more... )

well, my life was re-arranged some tonight.. but at least i found out who really loves me and who doesnt ( Read more... )

who am i kidding??? i keep going back and forth with my feelings. no wonder im so depressed all of the time. i cant decide what it is that my hearts telling me to do. if only love were layed out in front of you.. if only we didnt have to go through all of the wrong ones to find the real deal. and when do we know if its real??? all i know is that ( Read more... )