OK so i have been sitting at this computer doing absolutely nothing for the past few hours because i have this desire to write something about love but can't for the life of me think what
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"...the one that seems to fit in that hole in your heart you didn't know existed until they filled it..."
You really expressed that so eloquently. I'm so cautious, and careful and afraid to ever do anything that could potentionally let me down or hurt me. Love is a huge risk, and it scares me more than anything I have ever known, but its worth it. I guess it is the one thing I need to be willing to let myself have. I'm on the edge of the bridge, with a bungee cord attached and ready to go, and I look down and know that it might be the most incredible experience of my life with a high that I will never release, or the most terrifying few seconds I will ever know. But if it is terrifying, I will still be glad that I did it, and the experience will still be worth it. The hardest part is just letting myself go. "Living is easy with your eyes closed" (Strawberry Fields)
And I'm not quite sure why I just poured my heart out, but for some reason you have always been someone I can do that with.
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You really expressed that so eloquently. I'm so cautious, and careful and afraid to ever do anything that could potentionally let me down or hurt me. Love is a huge risk, and it scares me more than anything I have ever known, but its worth it. I guess it is the one thing I need to be willing to let myself have. I'm on the edge of the bridge, with a bungee cord attached and ready to go, and I look down and know that it might be the most incredible experience of my life with a high that I will never release, or the most terrifying few seconds I will ever know. But if it is terrifying, I will still be glad that I did it, and the experience will still be worth it. The hardest part is just letting myself go. "Living is easy with your eyes closed" (Strawberry Fields)
And I'm not quite sure why I just poured my heart out, but for some reason you have always been someone I can do that with.
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