This might not make sense to you, but its not supposed to.
Ever feel like you're in a huge room, with tons of people, yet you're completely alone? Like you are Freezing to death, so cold... so dark... you have a million blankets, but they all stopped working. You need the sunshine.
Everynight its there, No matter how hard you fight it all day long, its still there.The Truth, the cold, the terrible "clown" you locked away in the closet years ago... its still there, laughing, singing, knowing one day you will have to let it out.
you can have me tonight... but i wont stop fighting. You wont win. Ever.