I really fail at translating my fics in english xP. Well, I still hope you guys would like it somehow~.
And here are the epic fails~
Have you ever experienced being extremely happy because you dreams are being fulfilled?
Me, yes, I have. You see, there was this person who I idolize so much. But there were some... conflicts. He lives in a faraway place. We have different nationalities. My parents misjudge their kind. But even if the situation is like that, I said to myself, ‘Somehow, I’ll be able to make those dreams of mine come true’. And so here I am, living in Japan with the person I idolize as one of my friends. I couldn’t be any happier! But... it feels as if something is missing. It’s like in Aladdin; I made four wishes but the genie can only grant three. Because I hoped that we wouldn’t stay as just friends. It may be too much for me to ask but... that’s how much I love him. I want to have a family with him... and our child would look extremely cute! Fair skin...chubby cheeks just like the father’s... something similar to the baby that I’m holding right now. The child of the person I love and his wife. It hurts and it’s hard to accept... but I have to. I can’t just force him to love me the way I love him.
“Awww~ he’s so adorable! Definitely got his father’s looks. And those cheeks... you really can’t deny that this is your child.” I said in a playful manner,
“Pssh. Like you really mean to say that.” was his reply.
“Come on. You don’t have to be all humble, you know. Heck, you’re a superstar! It’s normal to receive comments like that.” And we both laughed. I saw her wife staring at us.
“But take note, his eyes are really like his mother’s ne? Very pretty.”
“Of course.” He said with pride. He went to his wife and wrapped his arm around her shoulder. And he wasn’t contented with that. They even kissed. Right. In front. of. Me. Heck, this guy is so dense! He never realized that I had feelings for him and then he goes on kissing his wife right before my eyes. Well it was partially my fault. Stupid me didn’t say anything about my feelings for him.
I couldn’t take it. It hurts me so much. I thought of a reason to leave.
“Oh, it’s 9:00 already?! I’m late. I still have to open the shop. Congratulations with the baby, ne~. Take care~.”
“Sure, take care, too. If you want to come over, just call, okay?” Ryosuke shouted the last words because I was already outside. I wasn’t able to handle it. Tsk. Asking me to come over again... doesn’t he know how much it hurts me?! Let me hit him on the face and let’s see if he doesn’t know how it feels.
To tell the truth, I really didn’t have to hurry. Because I own the shop and I’m the one working in the shop. I don’t have to do much anyway. It’s just a small sweets shop and they deliver the pastries I’d be selling by 9:30.
I was opening the shop when someone called my attention.
“Yo Miki, it’s the first time I saw you open your shop late.” It was Yuto. He looked really cold in that outfit he’s wearing right now... Oh wait. It’s almost winter, isn’t it? Stupid. It’s hard to be depressed... your mind goes haywire and then you get crazy!
“Where are you going?” I asked. Heck, this guy’s so tall! He should’ve given me some of his height genes so I could’ve grown a few more inches.
“Oh, I plan to go to Ryosuke’s place. I just wanted to see what Keisuke looks like.” Yes, Keisuke is the name of Ryosuke and Keiko-san’s child. Keiko + Ryosuke = Keisuke. Brilliant, isn’t it?
“He looks like any other baby you’ve seen. Dummyhead.” I whispered.
“Ha?”
“Nothing. Actually, that’s the reason why I’m late today. I went to his house for a visit. Keisuke’s really cute, you know! He resembles his father very much...although he got his eyes from his mother...The couple seems to be very happy.” As I said the last words, a sob escaped my lips. Yuto then went closer to me, wiping away the tears I wasn’t able to hold. I didn’t realize I was crying. Maybe I went numb already from all the pain. I didn’t want to show him this side of me but it was already too late. I can’t hold it in anymore. He just hugged me and I cried even more. And as if to add insult to injury, the rain came pouring down. Great. Just. Great.
At that moment, I realized that I’ve been going crazy hoping that Ryosuke and I would have a chance to be together not knowing that there’s another person who feels the same way for me.
After what happened that day, we became much closer. More than friends but less than lovers. [Pssh. Yea, right. As if!]. And then after some time, he proposed to me in a very unexpected way. [It’s up to you how you’ll imagine that very unexpected way!]. We got married and after a year has passed, we were blessed with a child. A very cute baby girl! We named her Yumiko. Yuto + Michiko = Yumiko. See? It’s not just Ryosuke and Keiko-san who’s creative at making names.
‘Class is already starting and yet...my mind’s still somewhere else. I can’t concentrate. Sigh~’
“Listen up class! This is an important lesson since it’ll be included in your exams! Today, we are going to discuss `Simplifying Radicals`. So, for example, square root of 36 is equal...”
‘Why does it have to be Math right now?! It’s so boring!’
‘...I can’t help but think about what happened during today’s lunch...’
FLASHBACK: --LUNCH--
We were at out secret place. It’s a secret because...no one goes there. Why would they go there anyway? It’s a Fire Exit. And there’s no fire. Anyway, I was seated on the 5th step of the stairs while Ryosuke was there, playing soccer with the wall. I asked him,
“You want some?” He looked at me, silently asking what it was.
“Ice candy.” I answered and he went to me.
He went to the stairs, leaned down, and took a bite from my ice candy. ‘Why did he bite on it?! I was supposed to give him another one!’
“Why did you bite on it?!” I asked while he stood on the 3rd step.
“How am I supposed to eat that, then?”
“I’ll give you another one. I bought two.”
“It’s still the same, you know.” He said as he rolled his eyes at my overreaction.
“Don’t you get what you just did??”
“Ha?” was his oblivious answer.
“Ugh. You’re SO dense!”
He surprised me when he suddenly moved his face in front of mine. We were so close that I almost went cross-eyed just to look him in the eyes.
“That what? We had an indirect kiss because I bit the ice candy you were eating?” He said with a smirk playing on his lips. ‘God. Why does he have to look so handsome?!' I tried to speak...but I can’t think of anything to say back.
He then kissed me. I can feel it in his kiss that he’s so proud of himself because he made me shut up by his actions. Sigh. It’s really hard to have a handsome boyfriend...especially if he’s aware of the effect he has on you.
After a while, we broke the kiss; both of us red like a tomato.
“You idiot.” I whispered while he just laughed.
“Let’s go. We might get late. Math is the next subject, you know. I wouldn’t want to be late if I were you.” He said. ‘Tsk. What’s the use of scaring me if I know he won’t let me get in to trouble anyway?’
“Hmph! It’s just because that old teacher likes you because you’re handsome she won’t get mad at you anymore.”
“Yiiiieeee~ you’re jealous, aren’t you?” he teased. Idiot.
“Ew~ excuse me but I’m pretty sure you won’t replace me with her.” I whispered the rest of what I said.
“What did you say?”
“Nothing~. Let’s go?” I asked. He took my hand and suddenly pulled me down the stairs causing me to lose my balance. Good thing he was there to catch me. Our faces were close to each other once more. He whispered to me,
“I heard that, you know. Of course, why would I ever replace you with someone else?” He smiled and kissed me. We then ran to our classroom hoping that we wouldn’t be late...Shida-san...Shida-san...
END OF FLASHBACK
“SHIDA-SAN!!!”
“H-hai?” ‘I am so dead.’
“Simplify cube root of 81.”
“Uhm...ano...” then Ryosuke whispered, “3 cube root of 3”.
“Well?” She asked.
“3 cube root of 3, sensei.”
“Hmph. Let’s move on to the next...” ‘Hehe. You thought I won’t be able to answer it, huh? BLEH!!’
Someone threw a piece of paper at me. I looked at Ryosuke who was busy pretending that he wasn’t the one who threw it. I read the note...
`You should be thankful that I helped you...
Don’t forget my prize, okay? Ice Candy~
Just like the one I had a while ago.`
I looked at him and he winked at me. I poked my tongue out at him, and he chuckled.
‘Hmph! If it weren’t for the fact that you still look handsome with your eye-glasses on...’ I smiled.
Seriously, one more repeat of the word, 'unexpected' and my head will explode xD.
Comments are always welcome~.
Sorry. The translations are really a fail. [Well, for me anyway xD].