I just wnat to die right now. My stupidity got me frozen on Subeta. I'm soooo upset I could just scream. I appealed it, but I get the distinct feeling that admin hates me so I probably stand no chance. Go, I can stop crying. It's stupid, but I loved my little community on there, and now god knows, if it's all a waste. Here's my appeal I wrote ( Read more... )

The cancer is back in my knee again. I have to have surgery Monday. I don't know what else to say right now...

I just had a dream about kissing some guy with EB... weird. Not anyone I know, just a random person. I guess this stems from me always wondering what it would be like for two EBers to date. Aw well.

Tell Jason & dieeee.

Chas;

I thought I'd post this work in progress here. I need input. Is her color okay? I wanted her to be white but she came out like this. Do you see any anatomy problems? Do you have any suggestions for a background/setting? I want this to be more elaborate and detailed but it is just plain now. He is gonna be a tan/brown color. This is supposed to ( Read more... )

I'm so fucked. My mom didn't transfer my money over from my SSI (long story, but she has to every month) and so now she made me overdraft my bank account for the first time ever. I use that money for my rent. And now I have a $25 OD fee. AND I ordered this chopper thing on my credit card, like, forever ago and it never went through, so I assumed ( Read more... )

Apparently all 160mg Oxycodone does is make you dizzy.

Well just now Jason told me that he won't be renewing our lease. He's been putting it off and I was worried it would come to this. He wants to leave me. Um. Ya. He said he still loves me and cares about me, but that his feelings for us have changed. So this my friends is my farewell, once I'm through typing I will be looking up how much Oxycodone I ( Read more... )

Okay, so I haven't updated in decades, so sue me. I haven't much to say lately. Jason and I are okay I suppose. Not much going on there. He goes to work, I get on the computer, he comes home, we watch TV, eat and go to bed. that is how 99.8% of my days go. I have pretty much quit Neopets. I gave up my guild to the 2nd in command a while back... Neo ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to write, but I don't know what to say. I haven't updated in so long I think I forgot how... Well, I'm just gonna list wants bothering me/on my mind...

• I went to the doc Wednesday... they had to biopsy my left hand... I have a bad feeling it's cancer again.
• Tuesday was my Birthday... "Happy Birthday, you have cancer."
• What I got ( Read more... )

New LJ layout since the other one bit the dust, so bare with me as I work on this one. :)