Looking back on this year I have so many wonderful things to give thanks for. A roof over my head and clothes on my back, food to eat and a bed to sleep in, a close relationship with an amazing family who support me in everything I do, a bunch of great friends who are always there for me, a boyfriend who treats me like a princess even when I'm not ( Read more... )

I am so sick of feeling like I will never be good enough to meet anyone else's expectations.

Why, I wonder, is my heart full of holes ( Read more... )

This entry is dedicated to Miss. Kristen Dietrick. She is one of the coolest and sweetest and most genuine people I have ever met in my life!! I LOVE YOU BABIE KAY!!!

Shit things have been good lately. School is easy. Friends are fun and the amount has definately grown lately. I feel a lot more friendly and comfortable around others. I finished applying to colleges, crazy stuff. Work is good, fun even. Things are looking up.

Vacation was nice. Things may have not turned out exactly as planned, but having a week off to just spend with my love was really good for me. I'm sunburned...Dave is sunburned a lot worse!! I feel really bad for him. Staying at my aunt's house kind of gave me an idea of what I'd like life to be like when I get older. Summer went by quick but for ( Read more... )

I love ( Read more... )

Bought this thing which connects my ipod to my car speakers, should be coming in the mail soon. Bidded on some inexpensive equipment for my set, hopefully I win and can replace all of my broken stuff. I wish my cellphone worked properly...EVER. HACC starts aug.22nd, I couldn't get into abnormal psych so I'm taking social problems, sounds emo, haha ( Read more... )

I need some sun. Actually lots and lots of sun. I love that warm feeling. I should just take a weekend off and find someone to goto the beach with me. I dreamt last night that I was in my first week of college. I chose Millersville, and somehow, in the middle of lancaster, there was a beach about 5 minutes from campus. I was attacked by a guy who ( Read more... )

Something is wrong with me. I'm not yet sure of what it is but I know that there's something because otherwise people would just wanna hangout, not just use my house all of the fucking time. Yesterday(?) I took a shower after being inadvertently ditched by my closest friend, I couldn't help but want a cold shower to ease my senses, but as I turned ( Read more... )