I had this whole entry written but then I deleted it.

If I can't write what I really want to say, then what's the point?

Lesbians! Alcohol! Secrets! Celebrities! (i.e. big fucking, exciting update fo a change ( Read more... )

Damage control week. Feeling better ( Read more... )

"You have to lose your way, to find your way."

I'm losing myself indefinitely. This is the last you will hear from me for awhile. No home phone, no cell phone, no AIM. For emergencies, contact Jenny, she's the only one who knows where to find me.

Goodbye.

"Today may be filled with some crazy emotional ups and downs for you, dear Libra. Overall, there seems to be an intense cloud that is seeping into every part of your day. Don't try to fool people in any way. They will see right through you. Bursts of positive energy will be popping out of nowhere to remind you of your more important purpose. Try ( Read more... )

I hate not being able to answer seemingly simple questions. What qualities do you think a friend has to have? Why do you want to hang out with this person? What did you actually expect to happen ( Read more... )

Everything is out ( Read more... )

Reading this non-online journal that I kept Freshman/Sophmore year of college. It's so werid. Everything was so different then. My biggest problem then was trying to get a certain someone to notice me. (Yeah that really went far.) I was taking for granted the fact that someone else noticed me. (Ditto.) I was overly concerned with Jenny's ( Read more... )

Quote of the week ( Read more... )

So I'm taking a new approach to some stuff. I've come to the conclusion that she wants me to know, so I'm playing dumb and not mentioning ANYTHING. Just silently gagging during the way too often phone calls ( Read more... )