why i did it...some of you may have wondered, others already knew...this is a call out to the ones t

[chaterbox004]

where do i start

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[jnpfreak]

Hey Michael,

I know we are no longer on speaking terms however, i thought this took a lot of strength! You did an amazing thing for writing this. I remember when you told me this story like a year ago. I just want to thank you for our friendship while it lasted. I just want you to know you were my best friend and i could tell you anything. The day i lost you as a friend i wanted to die. I got over that and realized i had many friends around me that care about me! Then i realized if you didn't want to be my friend there is a reason and you had a purpose and an effect on my life. Thank you for being my friend even for an interesting period of time. God put you in my life for a reason and took you out for a reason. Once again you are an amazing person and stay strong.

A girl,
Heidi

[chaterbox004]

I wrote what I did in memory of my friend's lives. I stopped talking to you because the night that I stopped,, you were telling me how "it would be horrible if someone told Crystie's dad about her and I" and you were saying it like you were upset about something and you were going to be the one telling her father about it, so I made the comment that you had no way of getting the phone number. You told me..." well I could always go to Jason"...you remember? the boy that you used to baby sit? well that was enough for me....i had had it. i'll get over it, but....i didn't need someone like that,, someone that was going to put so much trouble in to makking my life hell, not when i already had so many others that wanted it to be that way.....thats why i stopped tlaking to you...thanx for the comment

[jnpfreak]

hey i don't wanna bring up the past anymore than you did and i don't recall saying that. I am still a Nanny at that household. If you haven't gotten over it i hope that the fact that i have helps you. Anyway i was just wondering if we could be civil such as being able to talk on IM and such...my s/n in college11girl86 but it's ok if you don't. I totally understnad

[i_am_chip]

I'm sure I've told you about my own experiences with razor blades. eh...It was for a really dumbass reason too.

But know that you're not alone. You have so many friends who care a lot about you. *cough*crystie*cough*

If you ever need to talk, call me. 2163950

*smiles*

[chaterbox004]

I know Crystie loves me, and I know shes there for me. As far as whats going on between her and I,, we need to get some things straight before we continue the way we were. there has to be some things fixed between us, after that, we will start dating again. once again, my eyes have been opened to what this world has to offer, she is truly the greatest person I know. and I'm going to do what ever it takes to make this work. thank you for the support

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[yellerd314]

I should have read this sooner as well as been the first to comment on it. *sigh* I remember when you told me your story. All I wanted was to be able to hold you. I could tell by your voice that it was eating you up inside. I wished I could have met you sooner and I wish that I could take away all of your pain away

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[snookums1203]

Good luck with your future kiddos. Be good to each other.

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[yellerd314]

thanks Kate

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[chaterbox004]

Yes, thank you Kate.

[anonymous]

Don't flatter yourself. I think you act ten years younger.

[yellerd314]

*flips off*

[escapelabrat]

crazy coincidence there, i had exactly the same problem in middle school. all of it was bad...