if you weren't living on the edge, then you weren't living

[chay_baby]

This is a very difficult email to send... I only gained access to Calen's email account today.

Some of you already know this information, but I'm sure some of you don't,

Calen has not been ignoring all your emails.

On>October 15, 2005, Calen was in a fatal motorcycle accident and passed on October 20th, 2005 at 1:07 pm.

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sorry

[hightimes_4me]

i know how hard it is to loose your best freind i have had it happen. the only thing you can do is remember all the good times you have had with that person and think if they were here now they wouldnt want you to be sad. if ypu need to talk im always here. i couldnt call you last night i was hella busy my sister came and got me i hadnt seen her in a while then i took a vicadin and passed out.

[foreverunspoken]

chay... losing someone is never easy and its never something you will understand.. believe me i have gone through it... but dont dwell on their death... be happy because they are in a better place... remember the great things they did for you and all the great memories with them... its not something easy.. and everyone knows it... but your friends get you through it... well at least mine did...

honestly sorrie

[jessieworld]

chay i know me and you havent talked but no matter what has happened in the past.. i just want you to know that god is watchin you in every way. and it was that person time. i know how it feels to lose someone so close. i lost my step mom in a motorcylce accident. i am very sorrie to hear about this. i wish i was there to just cheer you up! i am very sorrie.. just think about what lil v and kenzie said because you no matter always remember the good times.. but you never know when its time for that person to go..

love you

it means a lot.

[chay_baby]

Thanks guys, im glad to know that nomatter what happens between us that I still have great people there to et me back on track. I wish things werent so hard and wish that things made sense all the time but life is unexpectant and Its really hard to know what step your supposed to take next. Ive been mis steppin a lot latley and I am trying to fugure out how to do shit right. Somehow i feel that its a punishment for all the bad things Ive done this past year but I know thats not fair to assume and it's selfish to place this all on me. I love you guys...ALL of you guys. thanks!

chaybaby