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chay_baby

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Jan 26, 2006 08:24

How could you have been so thoughtless? Oblivious and Blind?

Your stupidity has brought you to your end,

when you already fell behind.

Your selfish greed over powered you,

You swung and struck out to a curve,

You shut your eyes on your sickness

Then you got what you deserved.

I dont think you ever realized or much cared that death was real

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foreverunspoken January 26 2006, 17:11:43 UTC

chayanne.... no one can really answer these questions.. to tell you the truth this shit runs through my mind all the time about ted... never once have i stopped wondering and questioning why he was so stupid and why he did the things he did. why was it so important to him. he shouldnt have left so soon... it wasnt time. and i know how unbelievably hard it is to realize and i know its hard to move on without them. but as time goes by you think it will get better you think it will become easier for you to come to. but no... it gets so much harder living day by day knowing they arent there and knowing you will never truelly figure out why to your many questions. and you think that maybe if you wait around they will come back that everything will be back to normal. but no it will never be. nothing will ever be the same because they arent with you anymore and they are no where to be found. i know what your going through chay and i know that it is one of the hardest opsticles in life and you may never get over it. but you have to know that ( ... )

chay_baby January 26 2006, 20:12:16 UTC

He made a decision that day to live or die. He chose death. Who does that? He didnt have to steal the motorcycle and he didnt have to be high as a fuckign kite doing it. He fucked up and he is paying for it. how am i supposed to deal with knowing that. I tried to help him, I got him into treatment and I thought he was better now. He sat and strayt lied to my face and I can't be mad at him for it. it sucks.

anonymous January 27 2006, 04:29:33 UTC

"you never really miss a good thing until they dead or they gone"

chay_baby January 27 2006, 17:35:42 UTC

Um thanks. That really helps me out on this one..

anonymous January 27 2006, 23:29:16 UTC

yeah... i guess it wasn't much help... maybe even made it worse. i guess i'm sorri? it was brave of you to get him help some rehab cause i know its hard telling a friend that. i'm probabaly talking about something thats none of my business. i didnt mean to barge in or anything, so i'll stay out.

hightimes_4me February 1 2006, 19:11:34 UTC

ok so if your gunna be nice why do you still post Anonymous.